Mertcan Bulak

The world can only end one way, it seemed to be declaring, gouging its statement into the flesh of reality. My world. My way.
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If Adam Wheeler gave it some thought, or if someone were to prompt him with the right questions, he could put words around the fact that his existence doesn’t bring him any satisfaction. He would discover, on introspection, that he’s nowhere close, actually, to “happy”, and that there is something vast and significant missing from his life. But he doesn’t give it any thought
You will feel this for the rest of your life. Every day, you will wake up with a sick cold feeling in your stomach where there used to be a real life. And you’ll wonder why.
We built the unthinkable bomb and test-detonated it… and it worked perfectly. The bomb destroyed itself, and erased its own successful detonation, and flattened all the knowledge which had gone together to build it. We forgot that we had ever built the bomb at all, and started over.
People have tried poisoning their memories with indigestible ideas, drip-feeding their memories to Grey to slow him down, replacing their memories faster than Grey can eat them, and force-feeding Grey too many memories at once to overfeed him and blow him up. They’ve tried committing suicide by Class-A amnestic overdose. None of it worked.