Alara: I’ve been working so hard to disappear that right now, at this moment, I can’t imagine succeeding. And I can’t image deciding not to. I only know this way of being, not quite alive, not quite dead. Not quite.

I’ve been working so hard to disappear that right now, at this moment, I can’t imagine succeeding. And I can’t image deciding not to. I only know this way of being, not quite alive, not quite dead. Not quite.