Anıra anıra okuduğum bir sahne daha kdkdkdl
What?”
“Oh my God.”
“What?”
“Are you— Oh, Adam.”
“What?”
“Are you afraid of needles?”
“I’m not afraid of needles.”
“It’s okay,”
Bence kendiside bilmiyor
“Are you okay?”
“Sure. Why do you ask?”
“Because you are crying. In my bathroom.”
‘’Oh, I’m not crying. Well, I sort of am, but it’s just tears, you know?”
“I do not.”
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"I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster"
*Falling in Reverse-Popular Monster*
Dizi Önerisi
Merhaba! Bu corona günlerinde evden çıkmadığımıza göre evde yapılacak en keyifli şeylerden biri dizi izlemek bana göre. Bu nedenle ben de size sürükleyici 5 dizi önermek istiyorum:
🍄The OA>En sevdiğim dizi olur kendileri. Maalesef ki Netflix tarafından iptal edildi ama yine de o 2 sezonuyla bile 10 sezonluk dizilerden kaliteli. Kesssinlikle izlenmeye değer!
🍄I Am Not Okay With This> Bölümleri 20 dakika olan bir mini dizi. Bir oturuşta kolaylıkla bitebilecek, çerezlik dizi arayanlara tavsiyemdir. Ama çok da bir şey bekleyerek izlemeseniz iyi olur.
🍄The Society> Kimileri diziyi çok sıkıcı buluyor ama ben izlerken sıkışmamıştım ama diziyi biraz uzattıkları doğru. Yine de ilgi çekici bir konusu vardı ve izlemesi keyifliydi. 2. sezonu da oldukça merak ediyorum.
🍄Dead to me> Çok bilinmeyen netflix dizilerinden biri. Ben başrolleri çok beğenmiştim. Birçok yerde gülümseten hoş bir diziydi. Sonu da beni oldukça şaşırtmıştı.
🍄Atiye> 2. Türk yapımı Netflix dizimiz. Beklediğimin üstünde bir diziydi. Yer yer saçmaladıkları kısımlar olsa da beğendiğim bir dizi oldu. Türklerin sadece yaz aşk dizileri değilde böyle dizilerde çekebildiğini görmek beni sevindirdi. Dediğim gibi dizinin saçma ve Amerikanvari kısımları vardı ama yine de Türkiye dizi sektörünün de fantastik türe adım atması takdir edilesi ve desteklenmesi gereken bir şey.
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Daha önce de 5 dizi önerisi paylaşmıştım. Orada da çok güzel diziler vardı. Onları da merak ediyorsanız bu paylaşımın altında bulabilirsiniz. Eğer isterseniz bunun film ve kitap versiyonunu da paylaşabilirim.✨
Çok fazla acı çekiyordu.
Artık bitmesi için yalvarıyordu.
Ağır hareket etmese de duyabiliyordum.
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ANNE, BİZİM BİR POMPALIMIZ YOK!
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And I'm ashamed of not knowing what I...
What you want? It's okay not to know what you want.
No I know what I want. I know exactly what I want right now.
What's that?
It's bad.
It's okay.
I want someone to tell me what to wear in the morning.
Okay well, I think there are people who can-
No, I want someone to tell me what to wear every morning.
I want someone to tell me what to eat, what to like, what to hate, what to rage about, what to listen, what band to like, what to buy tickets for, what to joke about, what not to joke about. I want someone to tell me what to believe in, who to vote for and who to love and how to... tell them. I just think I want someone to tell me how to live my life, Father, because so far I think I've been getting it wrong. And I know that's why people want people like you in their lives. Because you just tell them how to do it. You just tell them what to do, and what they'll get out of the end of it. Even though I don't believe your bullshit, and I know that scientifically nothing I do makes any difference in the end anyway, I'm still scared! Why am I still scared?
'' Question for you, Neil. Do I look dead to you?" He pointed up at his face, waited for Neil to answer, and didn't seem surprised when Neil didn't. "Here."
Andrew beckoned Neil closer as if he wanted to show Neil something on his phone's small screen. He flipped the phone open one-handed and pressed down hard on a single button. There was silence, then the distant hum of Andrew's phone dialing out. Between them Neil's phone started to sing. The words were different than Andrew's ringtone, but the voice was the same. Neil knew it was from the same miserable song. The lyrics hurt just as much as Andrew's had. Neil stared down at the phone and let it ring.
"Your phone is ringing," Andrew said. "You should answer it."
Neil picked it up with numb fingers and opened it. He spared only a second to look at Andrew's name on the screen before he answered and put it to his ear.
"Your parents are dead, you are not fine, and nothing is going to be okay," Andrew said. "This is not news to you. But from now until May you are still Neil Josten and I am still the man who said he would keep you alive.
"I don't care if you use this phone tomorrow. I don't care if you never use it again. But you are going to keep it on you because one day you might need it." Andrew put a finger to the underside of Neil's chin and forced Neil's head up until they were looking at each other. "On that day you're not going to run. You're going to think about what I promised you and you're going to make the call. Tell me you understand."
RT
There are 3 forms of love. Because, if and despite. I didn't love you because or if I didn't love you under the name. I loved you with love in spite of it. I loved you despite everything and instead of saying why we can't be, I'm glad now. I'm glad you gave me these beautiful memories.. You will definitely be happy with someone, you will marry someone and lay your head on the same pillow with someone and you will see your children every morning when you wake up. While you are having a happy Sunday breakfast, I will love you again under the moonlight. I wish not, glad you were there. I am glad that you are in the most beautiful place of my memories and I met you in the best time of my life. Thank you for everything. And as long as I know you're okay out there somewhere, I'll always be okay. And I say it first and not for the last time. I love you moon piece.
Lanet olsun! Onu özledim.
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Kadın düşmanı b*k parçasının teki. Tanrım! S*keeeeeyyyiiiimmmm
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🍀🍀 Netflix'in İptal Ettiği Dört Efsane Dizi 🍀🍀
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Selamlar 🥳. Bugün son dönemlerde artan fiyatlarıyla gündemde olan ve biraz can sıkan bir platform olan Netflix'in bu zamana kadar iptal ettiği benim dikkatimi çeken dizilerle geldim. Disney +, Amazon Prime gibi platformların fiyatları sabit kalırken Netflix her geçen ay zam üstüne zam
jessie j - who you are
I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No, no, no, no
Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
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