I love Girl. I will explain what that is. When I look at her, I feel sick like I am going to die. I have never had the Great Disease (obviously, because I am still alive.) But my Uncle described it to me. He said there is a tightness in your chest, you cannot breathe, and you have anger towards the Gods because they are hurting you for no reason. I was going to ask him to explain more, but then he died. (He had been sick a long time, almost two days.) My point is: Girl makes me feel this way, like I am going to die. There are many women in the world. By last count, seven. But she is the only one I ever think about.
Herkese iyi okumalar Arkadaşlar kitabın turkce ismi bugün ölmeyeceğim öncelikle kısa bir özetini yaparak başlamak istiyorum Annesi trafik kazasında ölen ve kendide ayagindan ciddi bir sakatlik geciren topallayarak yuruyen 16 yaşındaki jess bir süre koruyucu ailelerin yanında kalır ve sonradan daha bebekken evi terk edip giden babası jessi yanına çağırır babası gözlerden uzak ve kimsenin bilmediği bir ormanlık alanda tek başına yaşar ve jess ten bir süre yanında kalmasını ister daha sonra babasının neden evi terk ettiğini neden tek başına ormanda yaşadığını öğreniriz derken jess ormanda bir kopek ile tek başına kalmak zorunda kalır Zorlu hava şartları yiyecek sıkıntısı şu sikintisi derken ormanda tek başına hayatta kalma mücadelesi veirir Kitap kısaca bir hayatta kalma mücadelesi içinde geçiyor kitabın yarışına kadar jess in öncesini ve sonrasını okuyarak geçiyor ilerleyen sayfalarda ormandaki yaşamını okuruz Kitap genel olarak jess in iç sesi ve ölürse diye yazdığı günlükler üzerinden ilerliyor Tempo olarak çok hızlı bir kitap değil durağan ama son derece kendini okutan bir kitap yazar jessi baya bir hırpalamış kitapta ama genel olarak güzel bir kitaptı okunacak güzel bir kitaptı tavsiye ederim Puanım 10 / 6
I want to give only a very brief explanation of this. There are three possibilities for a cell; the first is death, the second is cell division; the third is fusion: a union, a merging with another cell, which almost always causes a division. Neither division nor union means death: it is a reproductive process, the changing of one living cell into two living cells that are virtually the same. They are both the living continuations of the original cell. The primordial cell came into being billions of years ago, and the primordial cell has survived in the form of trillions of cells. And it lives on still in every single one of all the cells alive now. And all life, everything that has ever lived and everything that is alive today, is the result of divisions of the primordial cell. It is therefore composed of the primordial cell, which is still alive. These are matters that no biologist can dispute and that no biologist will dispute. We are all the primordial cell, in a very similar sense (genidentity) to that in which I am the same person now as I was thirty years ago, even though perhaps not one atom of my present body existed in my body in those days.
Ay Complicated Frustrated Underestimated Can't sleep, mind racing Hard to stay concentrated Foreign towns, missing home Please don't forget about me Tell the story, all the glory FUCK WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT ME Some days I feel So out of place with all these fake people in my face I cannot relate, yeah Sometimes I feel Like I create, and they just take everything I make Turn around and then hate Maybe I was living off expectations Or I was born in the wrong generation (That's probably it) Meanwhile I'm crushing weed overseas Hopefully tonight we'll find more Long days on tour Backstage getting boring But step on stage and they roaring I fell in love with a very bad habit But I feel alive for the very first time I don't wanna die But I don't, I don't wanna hide Or keep shit inside I will not cry, so I deal how I deal with it, deal with it I am thirteen hours clean and still counting Save me from these day dreams about it Under full moons, night swims, and tattoos I CANNOT STAND THESE FUCKING RULES I been sailing too long in cold water RESTRAIN ME FROM THESE PILLS AND MORE DOCTORS And erase me from this page and start over I wanna start over ...
when I find a moment of sudden silence, I shut my eyes. And in that moment I am back in the woods, back in the lake. My forest around me, a kingdom that I understand. A place that does not love me and that I do not love. But we don’t expect love from each other, the wild and me. We only want to survive. And I did. And I will. My name is Jess Cooper, and I am still alive.