don’t take it to heart. hasn’t it always been like this? between takumi and i, hachi always chooses takumi. for everyone, there’s always something more important than me.
i want him to sacrifice everything else to love me. i want him to die with me. being arrogant as i am, i’m unable to curb my desires which seem set to deny ren of his all. what can i do for ren now? i can’t even be by his side and hold him tight.