I have no writing motivation as in the past. Life is getting harder, career efforts and lessons are much more stressful. Also, after a point, the marginal utility of having too deep thoughts and wide perspective seems pretty low. I need to focus overthinking on more meaningful purposes. Having too deep philosophical thoughts is valuable but not sufficient. For example, I need to increase my self trust and make it stable or improving resilience is much more crucial. Even if all unfollows and shadow hates, I'm writing for myself at the end of the day so when there becomes a better option about an overthink topic or writing less frequent to save time and create bigger meanings, it's a responsibility to evaluate this opportunity. So, yes I love it but things, I, my life should change as conditions change for better and the best.