Miserable İletileri

Kurt

@gnabnahc·

"And heaven knows I'm miserable now..."

Galanthus

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@suuride_·

" Heaven knows, i'm miserable now Cennet biliyor ki şu an çok mutsuzum "

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Aisha

@Aisha_Mmva·

with you

even knowing how unhappy we became, i’d still, my love, rather be miserable with you than miserable without you.

Once I was watching a show where I heard a line that touched deeply my soul. "the one who doesn't have a hole in itself can neither divide nor multiply." Is the emptiness in you a hole that keeps you alive, that make you keep pursuing, that fail you and at the same time carry you further ahead to the shore? I ask myself who am I and I receive a deep silence in response. I ask myself what I have to take with me if I am to die tomorrow and I see nothing but an empty hand. My heart breaks and cracks and I find myself bursting into tears. I feel my heart broken for the opportunities that I haven't taken to learn, to love, to explore. I find my heart broken cause I haven't touched it neither anyone else's. I help other people but fear to look them in the eye. I run from being exposed to their pain. I promise God and myself to change yet the very next morning I find myself repeating the same old habit, scrolling through peoples lives on social media to the infinite. I feel less of a person, I feel miserable and failed. I ask God dear Lord what am I destined to? Whisper to ear dear Lord I ask is there any special gift you have bestowed me one that I haven't discovered yet? Dear Lord I am lost. I am afraid of the time I have lost in sleep, I am afraid that I will come back to you empty handed. Dear Lord you say "I never abandone you, dont despair of my mercy". But dear Lord do you still listen to me to my heart break to the tears rolling down my face to my hopelessness or is it so Dear Lord do you hear me in the silence of the night even though I dont deserve it Dear Lord Do you?