Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
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I think tomorrow's come, I think it's too late
(Sanırım yarın geldi, bence çok geç)
Bugün 22 Kasım 2020. Bundan tam 57 yıl önce 22.11.1963'de Huxley mutlak gerçekliğe doğru bir yolculuğa çıktı. Dünya üzerindeki son sözleri “LSD, 100 micrograms I.M.” idi.
Hayatı boyunca -tamamen manevi amaçla- birçok saykodelik madde kullandı. İsmini William Black'in 'Cennet ile Cehennemin Evliliği'nden alan bu
kitabı ilk meskalin deneyiminin
Brady sits next to me at the lunch table and he brings a lunchbox every day. One time his mom packed him a piece of coconut cake. He doesn’t like coconut cake, so he told me I could have it. It was so good. I went home and told my mom how good it was, but she still hasn’t bought me coconut cake.
Sometimes Brady’s mom writes notes and puts them inside of his lunchbox. He reads them all to us and he laughs because he thinks they’re dumb. I never laugh, though. I don’t think the notes are dumb.
One time I saw one of the notes he threw in the trash and I picked it up.
It said, “Dear Brady. I love you! Have a great day at school!”
I tore the top of the note off that had Brady’s name on it and I kept it. I pretended my mother wrote it for me and sometimes I would read it. But that was a long time ago and I lost the note recently. That’s why I wanted to go to school today because if Brady had another note from his mom, I wanted to steal it and pretend it was for me again.
I wonder how it would feel to have someone say those words to me.
I love you!
No one has ever said that to me.
Night... At 4 o'clock
Tik tak tok , tik tak tok.
Thoughts flying in my head
Reminding me of what's been said
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok.
It's too late as there's a dead
Of what? Never been said
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok.
While I sip, while I sip
Sinking into the deep
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok.
Oh wait it's gone of long
It's been all over wrong
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok.
Don't hesitate while it comes along
As it was what
u had been longing for
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok.
Now don't ask what for
It's too late, it's 4
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok,
The clock singing along
Tik tak tok, tik tak tok.
Çok ince yayıldığımı hiç fark etmemiştim
I never realized I was spread too thin
Çok geç olana kadar ve içim boştu
'Til it was too late, and I was empty within