Uzerimde biraktigi etkiden olacak, kitaba karsi karmasik hislerim var. Zaman zaman duraganlasanti ve kitabin ana karakteri Eleanor ile tam bag kuramadigim anlar oldu. Bu Eleanor'un da kendini cozemeyisinden olsa gerek. Yine de okurken oldukca keyif aldim ve uzuldum. Kendini kaybolmus ve bir yere ait hissetmeyen kisilerin ozellikle bag kuracagini dusunuyorum. Eleanor'un yasadiklarini okumak kesinlikle uzucu ama guzel bir seruvendi :)
“Until now, anytime that emotions, feelings, had threatened to unsettle me, I’d drink them down fast, drown them. That had allowed me to exist, but I was starting to understand that I needed, wanted, something more than that now.”
“If someone asks you how you are, you are meant to say FINE. You are not meant to say that you cried yourself to sleep last night because you hadn’t spoken to another person for two consecutive days. FINE is what you say.”