Fear - Stefan Zweig1000Kitap
The blackmailer, whom she often has to pay for not telling her husband everything, will make her question her whole life and change her perspective on her children, husband, life and everything, and will put her in a state of fear. Irene, who has begun to experience a process where she will wear the shudder of guilt like a garment, will begin to experience the horror of fear, which freezes everything inside her and pierces her brain like a fishing hook, with her psychology deteriorating day by day.
While the relationship she had with his lover in the first place made her feel the lust of fear, now fear has become a gnawing in her life. The interrogations she made during her terrifying days helped her to see that she was a very distant mother who never really cared about her children, that she had never known her husband, whom she could not predict how she would react if she found out that he was cheating on her, and that she was able to analyze what kind of social life she had. Now, many things that she cared about in the past have dispersed like a fog and disappeared from her life. She has confronted what a superficial and empty woman she was in her past, which she looked at as if she were looking into an abyss.
She can neither read nor do anything else while her inner fear is demonically chasing her. Fear devoured her entire being, poisoned her body. But while experiencing these torments, he should smile and look cheerful while her nerves are stretched like a bow. The ups and downs she experiences at the point of confessing or not in a state of constant suspicion, the panic created by the expertise of her husband, who is a competent lawyer, in solving the psychology of criminals, and the pressure and torture caused by all these have made life meaningless.
At this stage, the difference between dying and living disappeared and she became free as soon as she defeated the fear of death. She became free enough to hit the streets to find the blackmailer she was hiding from and to settle accounts, and became a hunter while she was a hunted.
Absolute sleep, in which she will find eternal peace for her body, which has not been able to sleep for days, has begun to sound very attractive. life in the style similar to the one she plunged into the depths of the water to overcome life and struggled to attain death in martin eden's suicide; She quickly made all kinds of preparations in order to prevent her from complicating the decision she took with her pleasures and seductions. Now the dreadful tension is over. When she knew that she could not take it with him, she was frightened when she saw how worthless everything was.
At the point where the woman makes peace with death and overcomes her fears that make the world narrow for her, at the stage where she becomes free and her view of everything changes, there is such a development that everything starts again. But now in a very different way...
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