“If you were close enough to her ruby-red lips you would hear her say, 'I will rise now and go about the city in the streets, and in the broad ways I will seek the one I love.' She is whispering that, and she whispers, 'By night on my bed I sought him whom my soul loveth. Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth. My beloved is mine and I am his.”
She had opened her eyes to see a gold, thin choker around her neck, the metal warming to her body temperature.
“Just like your hair tie, when you feel that insecurity, touch this, remind yourself who claimed you, remind yourself of the last six years and how I never let you go once, and ask yourself if you ever think I’d let you go now. The world could tilt on its axis, flamma, and I’d still be the most certain thing in your life. You’re the oxygen that feeds my flames— without you, my existence is questionable.”
“There will never be anyone else.”
“Even if I choose another?” she asked, just to provoke him.
“If you ever choose another, make sure you kill me first. Because I—” he bent to whisper against her lips “—will annihilate the fucking world before I let you go.”
“If we do this,” he said quietly against her mouth, “I will be your last everything. You choose this, you choose everything I am, every twisted, deranged, obsessed part of me. You choose this, and I will never fucking let you go. Do you understand?”
Her eyes fluttered close. “I do.”
It was the way she stole glances at him, the way she stole his t-shirts, the way she stole parts of him too.
There was no fucking way he was ever going to let go of her.
He had long left obsession and entered into a whole new territory, one he didn't even recognize because it was more.
More obsessive. More intensive. More possessive. More.
“I will set the whole world on fire before I let anything hurt you again. Give me your eyes, flamma. I want to see the fire in them. Show them to me."
The two forces warred within her, the black hole pulling her to oblivion and the devil holding her tight, refusing to let go.
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“Let go of everything inside your head. Feel. Just close your eyes and feel. The music. This moment. Me.”
“What if I get hurt?”
“Then, I’ll kiss your scars.”
And just like that, the little of her heart she’d been holding onto was his.
He’d stop at my word. I knew that. I trusted him in that.
But an ending was far from what I wanted.
Telling me to beg for my life? It aroused that deep desire for fear, my hunger for danger. “Let me go,” I whimpered. “Please…please let me go…don’t —”
“Shut the fuck up,” he gripped my face, his tone vicious. “Open your fucking mouth, now.”
I was giddy as I obeyed.
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Until l Found You
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I'll never let you go again like I did.
Oh, I used to say.
I would never fall in love again until I found her.
I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into".
I was lost within the darkness, but then I found her.
I found you...
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MY HEART
“I’m just asking you to stay the night.” His lips left her neck as he
murmured, “You won’t even remember.”
Evangeline tensed in his arms. “What do you mean, I won’t
remember?”
“I mean … it’s just one night,” he said softly. “In the morning, you can
forget it. You can go back to pretending you don’t like me, and I can
pretend that I don’t care. But for tonight, let me pretend you’re mine.”
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I would have never let her go.
Leaving the Cobras midseason—yeah, that was never going to happen. When I made a commitment, I went all in.
Letting her divorce me? Also, never going to happen.
But I had needed a “come to Jesus” moment, where Blake realized she was just as in this as I was. That she couldn’t let go either.
And that…had required a little push.
So I’d hired an actress to pose as a divorce attorney, and I’d had a friend put together fake papers that had no legal validity. She could have signed those fucking things a million times and she still would have been married to me. If she had for some reason requested to take them to the courthouse herself…I had a plant in there too that would’ve pretended it was all real.
There’d been a million contingencies I’d had set up, but they all had one end goal…to get her back.
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“What are you thinking about?” she murmured, her hand reaching out to stroke down my face.
That I’m crazy about you. Mad about you. Obsessed.
“That I’ll never let you go,” I answered with a soft, amused smile. Because that was the truth.
“I’d like that,” she answered.
And I considered it a vow.
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Is this what madness felt like?
She lay back beside me and I just stared at her in awe. I was so gone for this perfect fucking girl, and I was never going to let her go.
Ever.
She was mine, and I'd never allow her to slip away. The mere thought of losing her, of someone else even daring to lay eyes on her, ignited a dark, all-consuming obsession within me. It was a hunger, a need to possess her completely, body and soul. I wanted to envelop her in darkness, where there was no escape from my grasp, and she’d be forever bound to me. She wasn’t just everything; she was the only thing, and I’d descend to the depths of madness to ensure she stayed mine.
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I shook my head as I relived the moment I’d found Blake. Kidnapping her and taking her with me to some remote island didn’t seem like a bad idea at the moment.
Because now that I’d found her…Now that I could breathe…You could fucking bet I would never let her go again.
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