But the misery she felt now was a good misery. This misery she reveled in, because she had chosen it for herself.
But the misery she felt now was a good misery. This misery she reveled in, because she had chosen it for herself.
Through Hell - Citizen Soldier x Royal Bliss
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I've learned there's beauty in the danger
There's meaning in the misery
Someday you'll look back at what it made you
And you'll never be the same
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I am not against any love, but if love creates hell, then I will not suggest that you go on living in misery.
He shakes his head, eyes burning into mine. "You're not a problem, Misery. You're a privilege."
Sayfa 380 - LoweKitabı okudu
“Misery.” His voice is soft. Faintly amused. There is a solemn shine in his eyes. “We ARE the consequences.”
Sayfa 277 - Lowe and MiseryKitabı okudu
“My smell. Do I smell like…?”
“Mine.” It’s a rumble in his throat. “You smell like you’re mine, Misery.”
Sayfa 192 - Lowe & MiseryKitabı okudu
This Be The Verse
They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.
But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another’s throats.
Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don’t have any kids yourself.
BY PHILIP LARKIN
Ay ağlayacağım şimdi...
I had nightmares sometimes, where I’d dream that nothing over the past year had happened, and I was still in that L.A. apartment…all alone.
Walker was always there though, waking me up and reminding me that I’d never be alone again, because he owned me body and soul.
If this was a dream, it was one that I never wanted to wake up from.
I would have gone through a million years of misery as long as I ended up with him.
I thought about fate alot, about how the tides could turn and change…about how one moment, one decision…could change your whole life…
Like what had happened when I’d gone to Maddie’s wedding…and I’d left with…the pucking wrong date.
Olivia.Kitabı okudu
And one asks oneself where are one's dreams. And one shakes one's head and says how rapidly the years fly by! And again one asks oneself what has one done with one's years. Where have you buried your best days? Have you lived or not? Look, one says to oneself, look how cold the world is growing. Some more years will pass, and after them will come gloomy solitude; then will come old age trembling on its crutch, and after it misery and desolation. Your fantastic world will grow pale, your dreams will fade and die and will fall like the yellow leaves from the trees…. Oh, Nastenka! you know it will be sad to be left alone, utterly alone, and to have not even anything to regret—nothing, absolutely nothing … for all that you have lost, all that, all was nothing, stupid, simple nullity, there has been nothing but dreams!"
Şimdi “Hani hayaller?” diye sormaktan kendimi alamıyorum. Baş sallayıp: “Yıllar ne çabuk geçiyor…” demekten başka çare yok. Bu kez yeni bir soru karşınıza dikiliveriyor: “Peki ama, geçen yıllar, ömrün en iyi yılları ne olacak?.. Yaşadın mı, yoksa yalnızca yaşadığını mı sandın?.. ” İçinizdeki ses: “Bak, çevrende her şey nasıl gittikçe soğuyor…” demektedir. Umutsuzluk; yalnızlık içinde yıllar geçecek; sarsak ihtiyarlık bastonuna dayanarak karşınıza dikilecek. Her şey hüzüne, kedere bürünecek… Yaşadığınız o parlak dünya sönecek, hayaller, sarı yapraklar gibi bir bir dökülecek… Ah Nastenka, o zaman hem yapayalnız kalmak, hem de arkandan acıyacak bir şeyin olmadığını bilmek, –çünkü yitirdiklerinin hepsi değeri sıfır olan hayaller; ne kadar acı, değil mi?
Saga EgmontKitabı okudu
Kilise kundaklama şarkısı
"...I am so sick of hearing you preach about heaven
All this bullshit about paradise
...
As my mind slips away
I see no end of this misery
The only truth is myself
I can't go on this way
No!
..."
...Tiksindim cennet vaazlarınızdan
Tüm ebedî saadet saçmalıklarınızdan
...
Kayıp giderken aklım
Ucu görünmez bu sefaletin
Yek hakikat benim
Yürüyemem bu yolda
Hayır!
...
Riya - Kıyamet
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