Ruhum, dalgaları biteviye dövüşen deniz gibi mi olmalı,
Yoksa birbiriyle savaşan rüzgârların kasırgaya dönüştüğü gök gibi mi?
Kör bir zerreden ibaret bir insan olsaydım,
Sabreder, ruhumu bulurdum.
Some people can speak their minds, others can’t. Not exactly a major discovery, I know. And Ishikawa isn’t the only one. All the go-getters like her, they put so much pressure on the women around them.
“It feels real on every level. It kinda messes with my head. But I can’t accept it, not entirely. So like, whenever I start thinking something, or feeling something, these stupid questions start going through my head. Whenever my emotions or whatever kick in, my world goes blank—like something’s taken over me. Then I start doubting everything, like, what if my whole life was just a quote from something else, only I never realized it? That’s where my brain goes.”