i’m either romanticizing the past
or i’m busy worrying about the future
it’s no wonder
i don’t feel alive
i’m not living
in the only moment that’s real
- present
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it feels like i’m watching my life happen through a fuzzy television screen. i
feel far away from this world. almost foreign in this body. as if every happy
memory has been wiped clean from the bowl of my mind. i close my eyes
and i can’t remember what happy feels like. my chest collapses into my
stomach knowing that i have to get up in the morning and pretend i’m not
fading away all over again. i want to reach out and touch things. i want to feel
them touch me back. i want to live. i want the vitality of my life back.