You and Lana are both oblivious to the layers and difficulty level that goes into something like this. Me? I had a nerd-gasm that led to a real orgasm later on. I got that turned on.”
“He doesn’t love me like I love him,” I say hoarsely. “I love him enough to burn the world to the ground in his name.”
(...)
“He just loves me enough to feel betrayed,” I add on a rasp whisper.
I start to speak again, but he grabs my mouth, painfully pushing it closed. The worst thing he could do is what he’s doing now.
Silencing me.
It was the worst part of it all.
Being silenced, because no one wanted to hear.