adarnoadar
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“Everything died long ago in my soul.”
— Zinaida Nikolaevna Gippius, tr. by Simon Karlinsky, from “Contempt,”
“Kötü bir anıyı unutmanın en iyi yolu güzel bir tanesiyle değişmektir.”
“This night I am going to leave this world and in hopes to find a better world than this. For my trouble is more than I can bear - may the Lord have mercy on my Soul. Good Bye.”
The Thanatos Archive
“Death underlies every living gesture. We are born dead, we live dead, and we enter death already dead. Composed of living cells and in a state of permanent dissolution, we are made of death.”
Fernando Pessoa 
The Book of Disquiet
Fernando Pessoa The Book of Disquiet"I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel - drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have - that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all"
Anne Sexton
Anne Sexton