FIG TREE
"I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet."
- Sylvia Plath
As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is "AUTHENTICITY".
As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me.
Today I call it "RESPECT".
As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it "Maturity".
As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance,I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it "SELF-CONFIDENCE".
As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it "SIMPLICITY".
As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health - food, people, things, situations, and everything the drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is "LOVE OF ONESELF".
As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is "MODESTY".
As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it "FULFILLMENT".
As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me and
you taught me ‘bout your past, thinkin’ your future was me
bana geçmişini anlattın, çünkü geleceğinin ben olduğumu sanıyordun.
Day By Day (Ghosts Radio Edit)Müzik
I wanna live all my life day by day, I wanna live and fly away, Searching forward I feel remorse , Smile to hope inside my soul, Even me with an empty ghost, Afraid again to see my future, Now I know that I have to fly, There are things you can never buy, There's a truth I cannot deny, I wanna wait till past goes by, I wanna live all my life day by day, I wanna live every day
Love, no lies only truths and i’m getting it off my chest.İnsan ve Duygular
Ah, tell me
Tell me how can someone
Who loves and cares
Can do such a thing?
Can someone who loves and cares
Kills the person who they love and care?
Was it just out of fear or hate,
May be they just stopped loving
Or maybe many other reasons.
They talk bad about love and yet,
They had the best love and and effort of their lives
That they may never have again, who knows.
But in the end
They kill and torment you many times.
They cause you a lot of things,
Trouble of sleep,
Feeling of guilt,
Lack of appetite,
And many many things.
The empathy you did,
That they never did as you.
The things they do
But whenever you do the same
You will be the one
That is guilty, accused.
The excuses they told,
Every lie,
Every disrespect
Even though
you never excused anything
LOVİNGLY WULF DORN
First of all, such a sincere start made me very emotional. The fact that it started with the phrase "For strict readers" shows the value given to those who have been following it for a long time. This made me very happy and excited. His first work aroused a desire to recall. Such approaches reinforce the link between the reader and the author. It is necessary to know the value of such intimate contacts in the literary world. On this occasion, I would like to express my gratitude for this delicacy of the author. It must be a really impressive experience that you've moved into the second book and that the excitement has shocked you in every episode without ever being let go. Such immersive stories draw the reader into it, and experience different emotional ups and downs. Each episode is "How's it!" The fact that it is a scene of moments that make you think shows the mastery of the writer and the power of fiction. This is also a testament to how fluent and unpredictable the reading adventure progresses. The fact that the books are so intriguing leads readers to turn the next page with great impatience. This is an important factor that also increases the overall quality of the work and its impact on the reader. How nice to see such an impressive series. Such experiences bring the pleasure of reading to the heights and remain in mind for a long time. The works of this author have a really different place for me. I think that leaving the stories open-ended in this way is somewhat positive. This allows the reader to continue his plot using his own imagination. It's quite enjoyable to set up our own scenarios and think about the future of the characters. This preference by the author makes the impact of the work more permanent. The fact that each reader can add his own