guzeldi ama daha iyi abo fikleri okumustum. baya uzun hissettirdi olaylar acisindan da yogun geldi cok bi sey olmasa da. hic sevmedigim kisimlar da oldu. tj klune'dan beklentim vardi ama benlik bi yazar degilmis onu anladim
i couldn’t find the words to say what i wanted. sometimes, when your heart gets so full, it takes away your voice and all you can do is hold on for dear life.
"you’re not broken.”
he said, “you don’t know that.”
i said, “i do. you’re alive. if you can take another breath, if you can take another step, then you’re not broken. battered, maybe. bruised. cracked. but never broken.”
he said, “you confuse me. you aggravate me. you’re amazing and beautiful, and sometimes, i want to put my teeth in you just to watch you bleed. i want to know what you taste like. i want to leave my marks on your skin. i want to cover you until all you smell like is me. i don’t want anyone to touch you ever again. i want you. every part of you. i want to tell you to break the bond with gordo because it burns that you are tethered to someone besides me. i want to tell you i can be a good person. i want you to know that i'm not. i want to turn you. i want you to be a wolf so we can run in the trees. i want you to stay human so you never lose that part of yourself. if something were to happen to you, if you were about to die, i would turn you because i can never lose you. i can never let you leave me. i can’t let anything take you from me.”
"and i've been waiting,” joe said. “for him to look at me like i looked at him. and he finally did. he finally did. and i’m going to do everything i can to make sure it stays like that. because i want him for always.”