Have you ever experienced that feeling when you lose something, but you’re sure it’s somewhere nearby—like a hairpin you know you’d find if you just looked a little deeper? But you don’t. Maybe you’re too exhausted, or maybe you’ve already “lost” it in your mind. Eventually, even though it’s still somewhere close, you stop searching, and its value fades too.
That’s how I’ve been feeling lately. Only the thing I’ve lost isn’t a hairpin—it’s my spark.
White NoiseMüzik
I know you're smart
You spin me round like a knot
You know the pieces, pieces of my heart
Sometimes it's fun, you pull my strings one by one
Until you get me, get me, onto one
Lately I've been thinking if you wanna get tough
Then let's play rough
Lately I've been thinking if you wanna get tough
Then let's play rough
Counting Stars #2Müzik
Lately, I been, I been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said, "No more countin' dollars, we'll be countin' stars"
Lately, I been, I been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said, "No more countin' dollars, we'll be, we'll be countin' stars", yeah
Dear God
Dear God,
They say that you give burdens to those you love but sometimes I feel
that you must love me too much
Dear God,
They say that you want me to be patient but sometimes I wonder how long do I have to wait for a miracle to save me?
Dear God,
They say you always remember the ones who pray to you but lately I've been feeling that maybe you've forgotten about my prayers and about me
Dear God,
They say you're always listening
but sometimes I feel like you can't hear me they say you're in every corner but sometimes I can't find you
Dear God,
If you wanted me to make art out of my pain,
I’ve already created a masterpiece
when are you going to buy it?
#ranianaim
#AllTheWordsIShouldHaveSaid
Hi Ren
I've been taking some time to be distant
I've been taking some time to be still
I've been taking some time to be by myself
Since my therapist told me I'm ill
I've been making some progress lately
And I've learnt some new coping skills
So I haven't really needed you much man
I think we need to just step back and chill