“Alarm bells wail in my head, alerting me to my stupidity. Nope. Not letting myself backslide. It doesn’t matter that he was capable of being sweet—because he was also capable of not being sweet, as last night proved.”
Face MyselfMüzik
Every lie I told myself
I'm flawed in every way
Is there something they could love in me
Enough to make them stay?
I'm so misunderstood these days
I think I lost my way
No getting back the love I gave
It's the price I had to pay
Now its me and her, About to fuck the world
We don't need no help ,We came up from dirt
I still hate myself, Thats a side of me
Wanna killa myself, And I've tried Im weak.
Mom would drive me in
Everything I did
I would ask to leave
And they'd give pills
Some of what I was feeling passed to Nosy, who dropped over onto his side and showed his belly in supplication while thumping his tail in that ancient canine signal that always means, ' I'm only a puppy. I cannot defend myself. Have mercy.'Had they been dogs they would have sniffed me over and then drawn back. But humans have no inbred courtesies.
