Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I’m probably wrong
🎶
Maybe this time I can go far
Thinking about where I’ve been
Ain’t helping me start
~Cold Little Heart by Michael Kiwanuka
As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is "AUTHENTICITY".
As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me.
Today I call it "RESPECT".
As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it "Maturity".
As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance,I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call it "SELF-CONFIDENCE".
As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it "SIMPLICITY".
As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health - food, people, things, situations, and everything the drew me down and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is "LOVE OF ONESELF".
As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is "MODESTY".
As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it "FULFILLMENT".
As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me and
Her çiçeğin bir mevsimi, her kitabın bir zamanı vardır. Haziranın tadını yeni hikâyelerle çıkarın.
Batgirl (new52)
He says miracles are a lie -- just a cruel prank. He's wrong. I know he's wrong. How do I know? Because I am living one.
‘I have done all those evil things, but am I the only person who has done wrong?
I wanted love and friendship.’
Frankenstein
Mary Shelley
Frankenstein
Mary Shelley
Even my closest ones haven't seen my English writings but I do this a lot. I didn't share them because most of the people around me wouldn't understand a thing. Currently I just want to express myself in here, so I'll kick the grammatically corrections out and let my thoughts speak louder than those 'rules'.
I'll shed some silly tears so forgive me by now. Actually my life is relatively very good. Still I got a feeling like, it's not. Don't get me wrong it's not about money or something, but something emotional. Doing things, listening some music, watching videos, laughing, enjoying and even playing chess had became meaningless. I am looking for a life partner for a while and by the way it makes me extremely embarrassed. Like it's something forbidden but I am the one who is not obeying. I wrote some girls in a proper way and they didn't responde. That encouraged the feeling more that I shouldn't do that. Is this something to be ashamed of? I feel like a Sims character whose social need bar is really fucked up unlike any others. Side effects of being lonely hit me like a bullet. The time-upset chart of my life is increasing exponentially. Yes I'm able to talk with a girl if someone type me back. I know myself that I am not a weirdo or an awkward person. But as they are not responding I am questioning myself like am I not enough? Do I need to prove myself? Putting some show and skills to everyones eyes like yelling like HEAR MY VOICEEE EVERYBODY. Also this unbalanced demand to the girls in this country is unbelievable. If you don't believe me just go ahead and download some dating apps. Sign in with 2 different accounts. A handsome boy and a standart girl. Go ahead. Anyway, at this point writing is not helping. Anyone, any help would be perfect. Because I am so damn
Varlığın ve Anlamın Kutsal Kaynağı: Nihai Gerçeklik
Varlığın ve Anlamın Kutsal Kaynağı: Nihai Gerçeklik
Cevat ORHAN
Giriş
İnsanlık tarihi boyunca, varoluşun en temel soruları olan "Kim'im?" ve "Neden buradayım?" sürekli sorgulanmıştır. Bu sorulara verilebilecek en kapsamlı yanıt, bir Metapolialektik bakış açısıyla, yani tüm zıtlıkların (tez ve antitez) çatışmasından daha yüksek bir varoluşsal düzleme (sentez) dönüşüm süreciyle anlaşılabilir. Bu makale, her şeyin temelini oluşturan, zaman ve mekânın ötesindeki nihai ilke olan Mutlak Kaynak kavramı üzerinden, bu dönüşüm sürecini açıklamaktadır.
Mutlak Kaynak ve O'nun Yansımaları: Evrenin Yaratılışı
Mutlak Kaynak, kendi içinde sınırsız bir potansiyel barındırır. Bu sonsuzluk, fiziksel evreni yaratarak kendini yansıtır. Evren, Mutlak Kaynak'ın kendisi değil, sadece O'nun bir tecellisi veya yansımasıdır. Tıpkı bir aynanın, yansıttığı görüntünün kendisi olmaması gibi.
Bu yaratılış sürecini anlamak için, evrenin temel kuralları olan kuantum, frekans ve titreşim gibi kavramları kullanırız. Bu kavramlar, bilimsel birer adlandırma olmanın ötesinde, Nihai Gerçeklik'ten gelen enerjinin nasıl somutlaştığını gösteren araçlardır. Benzer şekilde, dinlerdeki melek figürleri de bu yasaların kişileştirilmiş halleridir. Cebrail, ilahi bilginin ve üst aklın yansımasıyken; Mikail düzeni, İsrafil dönüşümü ve Azrail ölümü temsil eder. Hepsi, O tek kaynaktan gelen farklı akışlardır. Bu durum, "Lehu'l mulku'ssemevati ve ma fil arz" (Göklerin ve ve yerin mülkü O'nundur) ayetiyle ifade edilen, evrenin ve içindeki her şeyin Mutlak Varlık'a ait olduğu gerçeğiyle uyumludur.
İnsanın İkilemi: Dürüstlük ve Sapma
İnsan, bu yansıma evrenin en karmaşık parçasıdır. Bedenen sınırlı ve ölümlü olan insan, aynı zamanda ruhsal olarak sonsuz potansiyeli içinde barındırır. İşte bu noktada, dürüstlük ve kötülük