I know that I am liked by other people but I seem to be deficient in the faculty to love others.
(I should add that I have very strong doubts as to whether even human beings really possess this faculty.)
Now I have neither happiness or unhappiness.Everything passes.
That is the one and only thing I have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where I have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell.
Everything passes.
Some perhaps will deride me.
"What do you I mean by not having faith in human beings? When did you become a Christian anyway?"
I fail to see,however,that a distrust for human beings should necessarily lead directly to religion.Is it not true,rather,that human beings,including those who may now be deriding me,are living in mutual distrust,giving not a thought to God or anything else?