ecem☆

ecem☆
@anderleniyoruz
yaptigim her sey biraz daha sevilmek icin
Evet,çocukken bütün çocuklar gibi ben de çocukların günaha girmediklerini zannederdim.Ama sonra büyüdüm ve Freud okudum.
“Kötü bir anıyı unutmanın en iyi yolu güzel bir tanesiyle değişmektir.”
Dünya,intikam ateşiyle yanıp korkularından taş kesilen,taş kalpli,taş kafalı ucubelerle dolu üçüncü sınıf bir Uzakdoğu sirki.
But when I in advertently groaned because I was really in pain, they started the rumor that I was faking suffering. The world is out of joint. Doesn't that mean in effect that I have no choice but suicide? In spite of my suffering, at the thought that I was sure to end up by killing myself, I cried aloud and burst into tears.
I felt as though the vessel of my suffering had become empty,as if nothing could interest me now.I had lost even the ability to suffer.
I know that I am liked by other people but I seem to be deficient in the faculty to love others. (I should add that I have very strong doubts as to whether even human beings really possess this faculty.)