“i'm sorry,” i whisper, kissing around the plaster over and over. “so sorry.”
and it’s not only because i couldn’t save him in time.
i’m sorry about being a coward who can’t kiss him in public but hungers for him in private.
i’m sorry that i retreated after he ended things when i should’ve fought for him.
but most of all, i’m sorry that he even wants me.
Sayfa 418
“Kötü bir anıyı unutmanın en iyi yolu güzel bir tanesiyle değişmektir.”
i can take anything as long as i have him.
because nikolai is the only one who kisses the pain out of me, even if temporarily.
Sayfa 418
“the rest of our lives, huh, baby?”
he nods, lips curling into the most gorgeous smile. “the rest of our lives, baby.”
Sayfa 739
“remember when you told me to tell you something in russian?”
“you said i was cute.”
“no. i said ‘i can’t live without you,’ and we take that quite literally in russia.”
Sayfa 723
he told me to breathe and i asked how the fuck i was supposed to do that when the love of my fucking life was fighting death on a surgeon’s table.
Sayfa 685