Johnny
The only thing in my head is five grams of coke, fly away alone
To the edge of oblivion
I have thoughts in my head, when will all this end
Whenever I'm not alone, because a white eel will fly in
The only thing in my head is five grams of coke, fly away alone
To the edge of oblivion
I have thoughts in my head, when will all this end
Whenever I'm not alone, because a white eel will fly in
I have a damn descent, I don't catch stars, I lie like a log
I don't believe what's going on
I cluck like a hungry hen
I'm like a werewolf to the moon
My head's empty like a street
In front of your dorm, I melt like a bar
Which is lying on the counter
Going down is when you don't pull
Brother, my face is getting fucked up
My head's a brothel just like on TV
I am not surprised by such a state
Lack of goods, in my mind I get high
Whenever I'll make it or not
I will sell everything from my crib
I'm actually fucked up already
However, everything is sold already
Reklam
Ahh… same things again, after all that years. I lost, lost my feelings, emotions, thoughts, everything except one feeling… like i never regained those things at all. Why? Why? Why it needed to be like this, i mean why it always happens? Im really bored about this even though i dont feel the boreness i only know it. I want to feel, i want to feel everything. The happiness, the sadness, the anger, the boreness, the exhaust everything. I want to be like a normal human, i dont want to be like this anymore like an empty soul, why couldnt i fix it myself? Do i need help? It was fixed with an amazing person and i really appreciate that person a lot, more than anything. Because i felt like a human but in the end i lost it again. It feels like i can never really gonna change and fix this sickness of mine and i dont know what to do. Im really an empty soul with just one certain feeling which is dont matter no more i think. And in the end of all im more lost than anytime of my life.
he can't do it when you are thinking of your ex
Alton watched the thoughts flitter across her face. He didn’t touch her,
didn’t move. He lingered. His heat scorched her. She held herself still,
caught between the need for a touch and the refusal to give in to such a
battle of wills. She wanted him to do something, but he simply bore into her
with those eyes, those feral green eyes. He thrust into her with those eyes–
oh, she flushed and shook and trembled. She desired a coupling.
Desperately.
He made a low noise in his throat. “No, I won’t take you when you
think of another.” His voice was a caged animal, a warning, a wounded
wolf.
She gaped at him. “Husband?”
An indescribable heat spurred between her legs, and they quaked.
“When I’m in you, I want you to say my name. Dream my name and
want my name. Want it so bad that you lose all sense. I want you senseless.”
Then he pushed himself off her, stalked out of her room, and slammed
the door behind him.
She laid like death. Cold and feverish. A deep, confusing fire roared
between her legs. She grasped her womanhood, stunned at her body’s
reaction. It was empty and unfulfilled. She wished she called him back.
Called him by his name, allowed him to push her into the feathers of the
mattress.
Sleep took its time to come but when it did, she scarcely remembered
Edgar’s face.
Evrenin Sırları: Bilinçten Sonsuzluğa Kozmik Bir Keşif
Cevat ORHAN
İnsanlık, varoluşundan bu yana evreni ve kendi yerini anlama arayışında olmuştur. Bu arayış, maddesel gözlemlerin ötesine geçerek bilincin doğası, yokluğun anlamı, sonsuzluğun katmanları ve evrenin geometrisi gibi derin felsefi ve bilimsel soruları beraberinde getirmiştir. Bu makale, kadim çağlardan günümüze süregelen bu büyük kozmik keşif yolculuğunu, en son bilimsel bulgularla felsefi düşünceleri harmanlayarak ele alacaktır.
Bölüm 1: Evrenin Başlangıcı ve Varlığın Tanımı
Evrenin başlangıcına dair en kabul gören bilimsel model olan Büyük Patlama (Big Bang) teorisi, evrenimizin yaklaşık 13.8 milyar yıl önce aşırı yoğun ve sıcak bir tekillikten genişleyerek bugünkü halini aldığını öne sürer. Bu teorinin en çarpıcı yönlerinden biri, uzay ve zamanın da Büyük Patlama ile birlikte başlamış olmasıdır. Bu durum, "Büyük Patlama'dan önce ne vardı?" sorusunu bilimsel olarak anlamsız hale getirir, çünkü zamanın kendisi o an başladıysa, "önce" diye bir kavramdan bahsetmek mümkün değildir. Bu noktada bilim, mevcut fizik yasalarımızın sınırlarına ulaşır.
Varlığın zıttı gibi görünen kavramları ayırt etmek bu noktada önem kazanır:
* Yokluk: Bir şeyin var olmama halidir. Kavramsal olarak var olabilecek bir şeyin mevcudiyetsizliğidir.
* Hiçlik: Hiçbir şeyin var olmadığı, her türlü varoluşun ve potansiyelin tamamen ortadan kalktığı veya hiç başlamadığı mutlak bir durumu ifade eder. "Mutlak hiçlik", hiçbir yasanın, hiçbir potansiyelin bile olmadığı bir durumu hayal etmeyi gerektirir.
* Boşluk (Vakum): Fizikteki "boşluk" ise, madde parçacıklarından arındırılmış bir hacimdir. Ancak modern kuantum fiziğine göre bu boşluk bile tamamen "hiç" değildir; aksine, sürekli olarak parçacıkların oluşup yok olduğu dinamik bir
Not Anywhere
I want to meet him
Can't wait to see him
He looks like something that I'd see in a museum
His thoughts are empty
He's lookin' dirty
And I could hurt him cause I know he wouldn't stop me
But you don't need to feel so upset
I've got a notion
There's no emotion
He's just an auto-response to the commotion
He got no future
He's just a loser
There are no meds to pull his head out of this stupor
You got his number
He's like a sunburn
You'll always itch it til you scratch, you never learn
Reklam