One might tend to search for exquisite life; and when there is no any signs of it, he/she will find sorrows much more appealing and descent to the abyss - the place where they will confined with those memories. Pain can be better choice than to enjoy the life we live in, where there is no tranquility or beauty; however, I am afraid to say that it does not bring us the contentment that we yearn for: cause.. it is.. literally pain. - this phenomenon is called Bittersweet.