Alara
@paperthin
“For I have known them all already, known them all—
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons.”
“Truth is, reality always crushes your ideals,” the guy shouted at my back. “Just you wait and see.”
I’ve been working so hard to disappear that right now, at this moment, I can’t imagine succeeding. And I can’t image deciding not to. I only know this way of being, not quite alive, not quite dead. Not quite.
it feels so tight and awful to be in my skin that I wish I could just stop breathing.
People should just say what they mean, you know?