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She smiles. She says his name.
Ender Wiggin, my precious.
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41 okur puanı
Nisan 2024 tarihinde katıldı
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‘Am I clean and pretty now?’ asked Peter, turning around to show off his loose-fitting yet somehow form-revealing clothing.
‘The colors are garish,’ said Wang-mu. ‘It looks as if you’re screaming.’
‘No, no,’ said Peter. ‘The idea is for the people who see me to scream.’
‘Aaaah,’ Wang-mu screamed softly.
0-30p: Kontrollü okuyucu 📖
40-70p: Hafif bağımlı 👀
80p+: Geçmiş olsun, kitaplar seni ele geçirmiş 😅
‘I find out what I really want by seeing what I do,’ said Ender. ‘That’s what we all do, if we’re honest about it. We have our feelings, we make our decisions, but in the end we look back on our lives and see how sometimes we ignored our feelings, while most of our decisions were actually rationalizations because we had already decided in our secret hearts before we ever recognized it consciously. I can’t help it if the part of me that’s controlling this girl whose company you’re sharing isn’t as important to my underlying will as you’d like. As she needs. I can’t do a thing.’
Ender, benim biriciğim, elveda
Baska bir enderverse kitabiyla hepinize selaam.
Bu kutabimizda tam olarak kaldigimiz yerden, soykirim dan devam ediyoruz.
Soykirim junior peter in wang mu ya sundugu teklifle sonlaniyordu, ve miro yle val gezegen kesifi gorevine cikiyorlardi, hatirliyormuyuzz??
Iste tam ordan devam ediyoruz, kitaba basliyoruz ve aninda peter la wang mu bizi selamliyor.
Spoilersiz olarak anlatmak gerekirse, uzun surmesini isterdim, yine 1 ay boyunca doya doya bu kitabi okumak ve tadini cikarmak isterdim. Cabuk bitti ne yazikki, fark etmedim. Aldi goturdu beni kitap.
Duygusal olarak yaklasacak isem cok fazla sey oldu, ve uzuldum, valentina la beraber, novinhayla ve diger butun hepsiyle beraber bende üzüldüm.
Ender a ozel bi ozenti gostermek istiyorum bu incelemeyi yazarken, nedenini kitabi bitirdikten sonra anlarsiniz..
11-12 yasinda falan uzay oyunlarini izlemistim, ender a bastan beri o zaman ilgi duymustum. Hem acimasiz, hemde bi o kadar sempatik ve nazik. Kendisi malesef ilk soykirimi isleyen kisi olarak bilindi, goruldu yillarda, asirlarca. Ender yanlis anlasildi, koca bir zaman boyunca. Daha kucukken bile varelse olan bir turun ilgisini ceken ender, buyuyuncede degismedi. Herkese yardimi dokundu, herkese. Insan lara deil, herkese. Ama gelgelelim, kimse onu sonuna kadar taniyamadi;
"To keep the joy of childhood you would have to die as a child, or live as one, never becoming a man, never growing. So I can grieve for the lost child, and yet not regret the good man braced with pain and riven with guilt, who yet was kind to me and to many others, and whom I loved, and whom I also almost knew. Almost, almost knew."
-valentine
Valentine bile, ona, ender a en yakin olan kisi bile onu neredeyse, tamamiyla taniyamadi.
Ah cok spoiler olmus gibi hissediyorum, eger uzucu gercekle
‘So are you with me?’ he finally asked.
‘You must try not to be nasty with me,’ she said.
‘Take that up with Ender.’
‘I don’t care whose aiúa controls you,’ she said. ‘You still have your own thoughts, which are different from his – you feared the bee, and he didn’t even think of a bee right then, and you know it. So whatever part of you is in control or whoever the real “you” happens to be, right there on the front of your head is the mouth that’s going to be speaking to me, and I’m telling you that if I’m going to work with you, you better be nice to me.’
‘Does this mean no more bee fights?’ he asked.
‘Yes,’ she said.
‘That’s just as well. With my luck Ender no doubt gave me a body that goes into shock when I’m stung by a bee.’
‘It can also be pretty hard on the bee,’ she said.
He grinned at her. ‘I find myself liking you,’ he said. ‘I really hate that.’