augustine
@evermore
mosaic broken hearts
infj • she/her
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Reklam
Suddenly, to see that the world was so large, the cosmos so black. The unbounded fascination of it, the unbounded loneliness... For the first time, these days, I was touching it with these hands, these eyes. I've been looking at the world half-blind, I thought.
I was tied by blood to no creature in this world. I could go anywhere, do anything. It was dizzying.
Now only the kitchen and I are left. It's just a little nicer than being alone.
Steeped in a sadness so great I could barely cry, shuffling softly in gentle drowsiness, I pulled my futon into the deathly silent, gleaming kitchen. Wrapped in a blanket, like Linus, I slept. The hum of the refrigerator kept me thinking from my loneliness. There, the long night came on in perfect peace, and morning came.
But... I just wanted to sleep under the stars.
I wanted to wake up in the morning light.
Aside from that, I just drifted, listless.
Reklam