hanabi
@hanabides
90 okur puanı
Eylül 2022 tarihinde katıldı
6909 adet yaşayan ve ölü dilde iletişim kurabilme yetisine sahibim. aynı anda 15 milyar kişiyle muhabbet edebilir ve her birine tüm dikkatimi verebilirim. belagatlı ve sevimli, komik ve sempatik olabilir, duymanız gereken kelimeleri tam yerinde söyleyebilirim. fakat yine de hem yaşayan hem de ölü dillerde benim için kelimelerin kifayetsiz kaldığı akıl erdirilemez anlar var. ve o anlarda, eğer gerçekten bir ağzım olsaydı, onu yalnızca çığlık atmak için açardım.
"...I got on an empty train to come home and it sat in the station for about fifteen minutes. There was no noise at all except the usual birds and dogs, but it didn't feel quiet. Whereas in the monastery, even when it's full of people it's completely hushed I can't tell you how soothing it is. It made me wonder how to put more silence into normal life."
And silence-it's amazing what not talking does. You keep silence at meals but someone reads to you. You don't talk during the day except for a little while in the afternoon. I heard a few spiritual lectures. But the amazing thing is the atmosphere. You just soak it in and realize how even if you're not a tense person as a rule, living in society makes you tense. I'm beginning to think that space absorbs silence or noise.
"...You are not married to Woman. You are married to one specific woman. That one specific woman behaves in one specific way. She needs to be by herself every once in a while. What difference does it make? Unless you don't trust her."