Of course, for whoever pays heed to it, the heart always has something to say about what's to come. But what does the heart know? Just the least bit about what has happened already.
ALESSANDRO MANZONI, The betrothed
Mad Girl's Love Song
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
Sylvia Plath
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🔎 Polisiye
💕 Romantik
🚀 Bilim Kurgu
🏰 Fantastik
📖 Klasik
🧠 Kişisel Gelişim
🏛️ Tarih
😱 Gerilim
Johnny
The only thing in my head is five grams of coke, fly away alone
To the edge of oblivion
I have thoughts in my head, when will all this end
Whenever I'm not alone, because a white eel will fly in
The only thing in my head is five grams of coke, fly away alone
To the edge of oblivion
I have thoughts in my head, when will all this end
Whenever I'm not alone, because a white eel will fly in
I have a damn descent, I don't catch stars, I lie like a log
I don't believe what's going on
I cluck like a hungry hen
I'm like a werewolf to the moon
My head's empty like a street
In front of your dorm, I melt like a bar
Which is lying on the counter
Going down is when you don't pull
Brother, my face is getting fucked up
My head's a brothel just like on TV
I am not surprised by such a state
Lack of goods, in my mind I get high
Whenever I'll make it or not
I will sell everything from my crib
I'm actually fucked up already
However, everything is sold already
I’m only struggling with the debts
Nose like Tabaluga
Second day without snorting
Where is the snake? White chemistry
Descending is so damn exhausting
Choose the bear
Grizzly bears don't wait outside bars...
They don't follow women to their cars.
They don't put drugs in your cup...
They don't call you a "fucking cunt."
The worst they can do is maul you...
Or leave you on the ground to bleed.
At least if a bear attacked me...
People would actually believe me.
Bears don't wear shirts saying "your body, my choice"
Bears don't teach their daughters that "boys will just be boys."
Bears don't vote for fascists who put women in caskets...
Bears don't gang rape women and blame it on their outfits...
The worst they can do is kill you...
Or leave us on the ground to bleed.
At least if a bear attacks me...
Then people won't blame me.
About Gale (major spoilers)
I'm listening Hunger Games again. I'm at the part where they beat Gale. And hearing Gale's name over and over reminds me why I don't like him..
Like I was thinking about how they will have to say he was Katniss's cousin. And then I thought how he was in love with her and how Katniss didn't want to have kids in that world etc etc...
Then I thought the only good thing about him (at least to me) was him not accepting the oppression. Being against oppression is good. Especially when they are not the oppressed one. But...
I was thinking "Was Gale ready against the oppression or was he against being the oppressed one?"
He was ready to run away with Katniss. Leaving his own family and asking Katniss to leave Primrose.
Asking Katniss to leave Primrose should be a crime (he did worse tho)
He was so eager to fight against the Capitol. Definitely ready for war crimes (and we saw how it ended)
To be honest I don't remember some parts. (It's been a while since I last listened the books) Like was he in the room while they were arguing for Capitol kids to play another Hunger Games? Google says no. And people argue about if he would say no or yes to get revenge.
I feel like he would say yes. Maybe his mindset did change a little after causing Primrose's death but his personality would want revenge and it feels like he would be racist.
To be fair he was basically a teenager... I don't think his personality was fully developed yet...
But I still believe he was selfish. And even the good things he did was done for that reason.
Like he gives the feeling that he wouldn't be against the oppression if he born in Capitol. Maybe he would say "I'm not a politic person" when someone asks "isn't it sad the kids are dying?"
Like this whole AU story plays in my mind right now. Him being
