I’m begging you.
In her mind’s eye she saw the Phoenix recoil, as if irritated. It opened
its wings in a huge, fiery expanse and then folded them.
The way to the Pantheon shut.
Rin swayed and fell.
Time ceased to hold meaning. There was a battle around her and then
there wasn’t. Rin was enveloped in a silo of nothing, insulated from
anything that happened around her. Nothing else existed, until it did.
“She’s burning,” she heard Niang say. “Feverish . . . I checked for
poison in her wounds, but there’s nothing.”
It’s not a fever, Rin wanted to say, it’s a god. The water that Niang
dripped on her forehead did nothing to quench the flames still coursing
inside her.
She tried to ask for Jiang, but her mouth would not obey. She couldn’t
speak. She couldn’t move.
She thought she could see, but she didn’t know if she was dreaming,
because when she opened her eyes next she saw a face so lovely she
almost cried.
Arched eyebrows, a porcelain smoothness. Lips like blood.
The Empress?
But the Empress was far away, with the Third Division, still marching
in from the north. They could not have arrived so soon, before daybreak.
Was it daybreak already? She thought she could see the first rays of
the rising sun, the break of dawn on this long, horrible night.
“What do they call her?” the Empress demanded.
“Her”? Is the Empress talking about me?
“Runin.” Irjah’s voice. “Fang Runin.”
“Runin,” the Empress repeated. Her voice was like a plucked string on
a table harp, sharp and penetrating and beautiful all at once. “Runin, look
at me.”