I was such a fool..
I almost falling in love. All this time, he wanted her&her.. But he said it was me,that she. We believed together and he said he liked a girl who is like a friend to him. I thought this part was a just a dream. But its hard to tell everything actually. He spent all his time with her and everyone told me i was wrong but i underestimated him.
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Then i felt somethings.I thought that will be twice if i fell in love this year,i still cant understand me but i love somethings like: the wind, pink colour,cherries,being mad all the time for someone... But i dont know that i love somebody. Just exhausting.
But i shouldnt forget for the next time anymore, boys like girls who similar to her and not like me. I was know this rule once in the past but i think i forgot it.
I clearly see everything. I want to explain all my feelings but now, im trying to digest..
He played with all of us and i thought i played with him. He pretends like a lover and i wont believe next time,for anyone.
I was such a fool for believing that you...i said it.