august: besides, i don’t know if i’m going to get married, or if i’m going to have children. or maybe i’ll die before i get to do any of that. why do i have to deny myself something i want right now to prepare for a future that may or may not come?

besides, i don’t know if i’m going to get married, or if i’m going to have children. or maybe i’ll die before i get to do any of that. why do i have to deny myself something i want right now to prepare for a future that may or may not come?