Some of what I was feeling passed to Nosy, who dropped over onto his side and showed his belly in supplication while thumping his tail in that ancient canine signal that always means, ' I'm only a puppy. I cannot defend myself. Have mercy.'Had they been dogs they would have sniffed me over and then drawn back. But humans have no inbred courtesies.
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She’s holding the pistol wrong. Even I know that. It’s too big for her, made of shimmering black metal, with a barrel nearly a foot long. Better suited to a trained soldier rather than a shivering, slight teenage girl. A soldier, I realize with cold clarity. A Silver. It’s the same kind of gun a Sentinel shot me with, so long ago in the cells deep beneath the Hall of the Sun. The bullet felt like a blow from a hammer and went straight through my spine. I would’ve died if not for Julian and a blood healer under his control. In spite of my ability, I raise my hands, palms open in surrender. I’m the lightning girl, but I’m not bulletproof. But she takes this as a threat instead of submission, and tenses, her finger itching too close to the trigger.
“Don’t move,” she hisses, daring to take another step toward me. Her skin, the dark, rich color of blackwood bark, offers her perfect camouflage in the forest. And yet, I see the red bloom beneath, and the tiny scarlet veins webbing the whites of each eye. I gasp to myself. She’s Red. “Don’t bleeding think about it.”
“I won’t,” I tell her, tipping my head. “But I can’t speak for him.”
Her brows furrow in confusion. She doesn’t have time to be afraid. Shade appears behind her, solidifying out of thin air, and wraps her up in an expert military hold. The gun falls from her grasp, and I snatch it before it can hit the rocky ground. She fights, snarling, but with Shade’s arms firmly locked behind her head, she can’t do much more than sink to her knees. He follows, keeping her firmly in hand, his mouth set in a grim line. A scrawny girl is no match for him.
The gun feels foreign in my hand. It’s not my chosen form of weapon—I’ve never even shot one before. I almost laugh at that. To come so far without even firing a gun.
“Get
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“I hope you like black eyes because I have no problem giving you one for this—”
The sight of his face stops me short.
He’s been crying. Kilorn does not cry. His knuckles are bleeding too, and I bet there’s a wall hurting just as hard somewhere nearby. In spite of myself, in spite of the late hour, I can’t help but feel concerned, even scared for him.
“What is it? What’s wrong?” Without thinking, I take his hand in mine, feeling the blood beneath my fingers. “What happened?”
He takes a moment to respond, working himself up. Now I’m terrified.
“My master—he fell. He died. I’m not an apprentice anymore.”
I try to hold in a gasp, but it echoes anyway, taunting us. Even though he doesn’t have to, even though I know what he’s trying to say, he continues.
“I hadn’t even finished training and now—” He trips over his words. “I’m eighteen. The other fishermen have apprentices. I’m not working. I can’t get work.”
The next words are like a knife in my heart. Kilorn draws a ragged breath, and somehow I wish I wouldn’t have to hear him.
“They’re going to send me to the war.”
“One week, Mare. One week and I’m gone.” His voice cracks, though he coughs to try to cover it up. “I can’t do this. They—they won’t take me.”
But I can see the fight going out of his eyes.
“There must be something we can do,” I blurt out.
“There’s nothing anyone can do. No one has escaped conscription and lived.”
He doesn’t need to tell me that. Every year, someone tries to run. And every year, they’re dragged back to the town square and hanged.
“No. We’ll find a way.”
Even now, he finds the strength to smirk at me. “We?”
The heat in my cheeks surges faster than any flame. “I’m doomed for conscription same as you, but they’re not going to get me either. So we run.”
The army has always been my fate, my
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Jiang’s face was the first thing she saw when she regained
consciousness. His clothes looked rumpled. There were deep circles
under his eyes, as if he hadn’t slept in days. How long had she been
asleep? Had he been here the entire time?
She raised her head. She was lying in a bunk in the infirmary, but she
wasn’t injured, as far as she could tell.
“How do you feel?” Jiang asked quietly.
“Bruised, but okay.” She sat up slowly and winced. Her mouth felt
like it was filled with cotton. She coughed and rubbed at her throat,
frowning. “What happened?”
Jiang offered her a cup of water that had been sitting beside her bunk.
She took it gratefully. The water sluiced down her dry throat with the
most wonderful sensation.
“Congratulations,” Jiang said. “You’re this year’s champion.”
His tone did not sound congratulatory at all.
Rin felt none of the exhilaration that she should have, anyway. She
couldn’t even relish her victory over Nezha. She didn’t feel the least bit
proud, just scared and confused.
“What did I do?” she whispered.
“You have stumbled upon something that you’re not ready for,” said
Jiang. He sounded agitated. “I never should have taught you the Five
Frolics. From this point forward you’re just going to be a danger to
yourself and everyone around you.”
“Not if you help me,” she said. “Not if you teach me otherwise.”
“I thought you just wanted to be a good soldier.”
“I do,” she said.
But more than that, she wanted power.
She had no idea what had happened in the ring; she would be foolish
not to feel terrified by it, and yet she had never felt power like it. In that
instant, she had felt as if she could defeat anyone. Kill anything.
Eventually, what started out as a blonde-girl joke ended up teaching us that you could even become the president of the United States if you performed shamelessness and detachment with sufficient brazenness. Donald Trump’s stardom was born through the ultimate act of rejecting mercy, by excommunicating the weak in the reality show The Apprentice. His famous ‘You’re fired’ line became his trademark, and his ostentatious stone-heartedness was sold to viewers as the very essence of toughness and get-real-ness. What wasn’t anticipated was that one day those viewers would become his voters, and would change world history. The split of truth that trickled down from big wars to simple lives returned to the highest level of politics, and altered it in the most unprecedented way. Trump quickly found out that playing ‘the president’ was not very different from playing ‘the boss’. In October 2017 he flamboyantly threw paper towels to Puerto Rican hurricane victims whose homes had been destroyed, their country’s infrastructure demolished. As Trump grinned and the crowd cheered, shame was a stray dog that had long since given up on looking for its owner. Politics had become a mockumentary in which the president of the United States cruised into other people’s realities only as a celebrity tourist. But at least he was only throwing paper towels, and not
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The subject was war.
The good book says that he that lives by the sword shall perish by the sword, said the black.
The judge smiled, his face shining with grease. What right man would have it any other way? he said.
The good book does indeed count war an evil, said Irving. Yet there’s many a bloody tale of war inside it.
It makes no difference what men think of war, said the judge. War endures. As well ask men what they think of stone. War was always here. Before man was, war waited for him. The ultimate trade awaiting its ultimate practitioner. That is the way it was and will be. That way and not some other way.
He turned to Brown, from whom he’d heard some whispered slur or demurrer. Ah Davy, he said. It’s your own trade we honor here. Why not rather take a small bow. Let each acknowledge each.
My trade?
Certainly.
What is my trade?
War. War is your trade. Is it not?
And it aint yours?
Mine too. Very much so.
What about all them notebooks and bones and stuff?
All other trades are contained in that of war.
Is that why war endures?
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