Even my closest ones haven't seen my English writings but I do this a lot. I didn't share them because most of the people around me wouldn't understand a thing. Currently I just want to express myself in here, so I'll kick the grammatically corrections out and let my thoughts speak louder than those 'rules'.
I'll shed some silly tears so forgive me by now. Actually my life is relatively very good. Still I got a feeling like, it's not. Don't get me wrong it's not about money or something, but something emotional. Doing things, listening some music, watching videos, laughing, enjoying and even playing chess had became meaningless. I am looking for a life partner for a while and by the way it makes me extremely embarrassed. Like it's something forbidden but I am the one who is not obeying. I wrote some girls in a proper way and they didn't responde. That encouraged the feeling more that I shouldn't do that. Is this something to be ashamed of? I feel like a Sims character whose social need bar is really fucked up unlike any others. Side effects of being lonely hit me like a bullet. The time-upset chart of my life is increasing exponentially. Yes I'm able to talk with a girl if someone type me back. I know myself that I am not a weirdo or an awkward person. But as they are not responding I am questioning myself like am I not enough? Do I need to prove myself? Putting some show and skills to everyones eyes like yelling like HEAR MY VOICEEE EVERYBODY. Also this unbalanced demand to the girls in this country is unbelievable. If you don't believe me just go ahead and download some dating apps. Sign in with 2 different accounts. A handsome boy and a standart girl. Go ahead. Anyway, at this point writing is not helping. Anyone, any help would be perfect. Because I am so damn
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BU MAKALE NEDEN OKUNMALIDIR? (TURKISH)
Bu makale, zihnin en büyük hapishanesi olan "Ayrılık İllüzyonu"ndan özgürleşmek için okunmalıdır. İnsanın kendini evrenden kopuk, yalnız ve sınırlı bir "parça" olarak görmesi, tüm korku ve kaosun kaynağıdır.
* Bütünlüğü Görmek: Kuantum fiziği ve holografik evren yasalarıyla, her bir zerrenin aslında tüm bütünün bilgisini ve gücünü taşıdığını idrak etmek için.
* Merkeze Dönmek: Dağınık ve parçalı düşünceleri Samediyet çapasıyla tek bir noktada, yani Zerone'da toplamak (Cem etmek) için.
* Frekansı Yükseltmek: Çokluğun gürültüsünden kurtulup, Ahadiyet’in sarsılmaz sükunetiyle titreşmek ve hakikati bir "bilgi" olarak değil, bir "hal" olarak kuşanmak için okunmalıdır.
WHY SHOULD THIS ARTICLE BE READ? (ENGLISH)
This article must be read to break free from the mind's ultimate prison: the "Illusion of Separation." Seeing oneself as a disconnected, lonely, and finite "fragment" of the universe is the root of all fear and chaos.
* To Perceive Integrity: To realize through quantum physics and holographic laws that every single atom carries the full information and power of the entire whole.
* To Return to the Center: To gather scattered and fragmented thoughts (Unification) at a single point, Zerone, via the anchor of Samediyet.
* To Raise the Frequency: To escape the noise of multiplicity and vibrate with the unshakable serenity of Ahadiyah, donning the truth not as mere "information," but as a state of being (Hal).
EMANET NOTU / NOTE OF TRUST
Bu metinler, anlatmak için değil; emaneti bırakmak için hazırlanmıştır. Okuyucunun anlaması veya onayı gerekli değildir. O, Ahadiyet ve
Her çiçeğin bir mevsimi, her kitabın bir zamanı vardır. Haziranın tadını yeni hikâyelerle çıkarın.
A Few Daily Poem
Fitting into a few days,
We come from deep adventures
We come from within
Sometimes
A cartoon character
Is being assigned
To a lifespan of a few days
To make it meaningful
The days and nights
A March is passing my house at a tangent
Solomon is on his throne inside
House on fire is being played
A sparrow is cheerful
It sings the song of my heart.
The nights are an endless serenade.
Even a crow
Sings festively
Warns of the dangers along the way.
I dive among the pigeons
They all have their backs turned.
They flutter their wings brightly.
Cats are wandering around my feet
"There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more"
Lord Byron
Lord Byron
The best road movies
(Comedy – action – adventure – horror)
“The road” is not just what is traveled, but what is experienced.”
1. Mad Max(Fury Road) (2015) – George Miller
A chase that knows no stopping. A crazy road battle for gasoline, water and salvation in a barren world. The action itself is a work of art.
2. little miss sunshine (2006) – jonathan dayton & valerie faris
The dispersion of a family while taking their little daughter to a beauty contest and reunite. cheerful, tragic, sincere. bus is no different from character.
3. the motorcycle diaries (2004) – walter salles
The transformation that young Che Guevara experienced on his South American tour. Not a landscape, but a journey on humanity. Deep but simple.
Thelma & Louise (1991) – Ridley Scott
The escape of two women to freedom. As the road gets longer, prohibitions, and so does the reckoning with society and the past. A feminist classic, angry and passionate.
5. Zombieland (2009) – Ruben Fleischer
Against the background of the zombie apocalypse, the effort of a group of people to survive and have fun. humor and brutality are beautifully dosted. It became a cult even with the list of rules.
6. into the wild (2007) – sean penn
The journey of a young man who escapes from society towards nature and loneliness. freedom, romance and tragedy are intertwined. based on the true story.