Dreamy
When the day ends, my heart gets older by a year
It’s September now, the nights are cold, the sky is clear
Every shadow feels heavier than before
Time keeps knocking but I don’t open the door
When you stabbed me with your words, I died that day
Since then I’ve been breathing just to fade away
I wear my silence like a second skin
Smiling outside, broken within
I can’t stop missing all the days we knew
Every memory still leads to you
I’m not Shakespeare, I don’t know what’s true
But to be with or without you
Yeah, that’s the question tearing me in two
I see our ghosts in places we’ve been
Empty streets, old songs playing again
I try to write a brand new chapter
But the past keeps pulling me backwards
Everyone says “time will heal”
But time just taught me how to feel
This kind of pain you cannot see
It lives somewhere deep inside of me
I’m standing still while the world moves on
Pretending I’m strong, but the truth is gone