Well—I have to say I personally have never drawn such a sharp line between ‘good’ and ‘bad’ as you. For me: that line is often false. The two are never disconnected. One can’t exist without the other. As long as I am acting out of love, I feel I am doing best I know how. But you—wrapped up in judgment, always regretting the past, cursing yourself, blaming yourself, asking ‘what if,’ ‘what if.’ ‘Life is cruel.’ ‘I wish I had died instead of.’ Well—think about this. What if all your actions and choices, good or bad, make no difference to God? What if the pattern is pre-set? No no—hang on—this is a question worth struggling with. What if our badness and mistakes are the very thing that set our fate and bring us round to good? What if, for some of us, we can’t get there any other way?
"It is how you commit your particular wrong that you has you go on
making a fool of yourself. Can't you remain on your way for once?"
"You know that it was for the sake of love."
"No, for the sake of your weakness, for the sake of your doubt, for the
sake of your disbelief. Stay on your way and don't run away from yourself. There is a divine and a human intention. They cross each other in stupid and godforsaken people, who also include you from time to time.”
("Tam da o belirli hatayı işleyişin, seni sürekli kendini gülünç duruma düşürmeye itiyor. Bir kez olsun yolundan sapmadan devam edemez misin?”
"Bunun aşk uğruna olduğunu biliyorsun."
“Hayır, zayıflığın uğruna, şüphelerin uğruna, inançsızlığın uğruna. Yolundan sapma ve kendinden kaçma. İlahi ve insani bir niyet vardır. Bunlar, aptal ve tanrının unuttuğu insanlarda kesişir; bu insanlara zaman zaman sen de dahilsin.” )
Çeviri: DeepL
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Be compassionate with yourself. It’s okay to fail but it’s important to get back up and start over again when you’re ready. And only you know when you’re ready.
"Your complete recovery depends solely on yourself... it is essential to avoid the elementary, so to speak, fundamental causes tending to produce your morbid condition: in that case you will be cured, if not, it will go from bad to worse. These fundamental causes I don’t know, but they must be known to you."
THAT’S WHYEdebiyat
There are days
hours
moments in which I surrender
am exhausted by knowing how little I know
that we’ve chosen to punish ourselves
days
hours
moments that wrench
and distract
perhaps you also go from weeping
to laughing at yourself
at roadblocks
stains on your skin
and the long way down
"What do you want to do?" he asked, throwing aside the paper. "Do you want to go out for a walk or a drive or anything? It would be a fine night to drive."
"No; I don't want to do anything but just be quiet. You go away and amuse yourself. Don't stay." "I'll go away if I must; but I shan't amuse myself. You know that I only live when I am near you."
