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Lydia and I were always fighting. She was a flirt and it irritated me. When we ate out I was sure she was eyeballing some
man across the room. When my male friends came by to visit and Lydia was there I could hear her conversation become
intimate and sexual. She always sat very close to my friends, positioning herself as near them as possible.
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Is autism a disorder? It seems that in our society, in order to receive funding and a unique understanding about how one thinks, senses, perceives, and learns, one must be diagnosed with a disorder. As one little boy with Asperger syndrome once said to me, “But why is it called a disorder? There is nothing ‘disordered’ about me.” I entirely agree with him.
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Bugünkü sahte aforizmamız sadece 1000kitap'ta değil, özellikle Türkçe sosyal platformlarda sıkça paylaşılan ve altına da Kafka diye alıntılanan "...beyinlerimiz savaşsın isterdim ama görüyorum ki silahsızsınız bayım..." sözü.
Kafka'nın hiçbir kitabında bulunmayan bu aforizmayla ilgili eksisozluk.com sitesinde andrew adlı yazarın da eksisozluk.com/entry/53753679 linkinde bir incelemesi mevcut.
Bu sözün bazı ingilizce kullanımları çeşitli kaynaklarda geçiyor. Örnek olarak 1866 yılında Abby Buchanan Longstreet'in bir kitabında geçen "a battle of wits was to be fought, and the boy in blue was unarmed" şeklindeki ifadenin en eski hallerinden biri olduğu düşünülüyor.
Sanırım en doğrusu bu söze "Anonim" sıfatını vermek olsa gerek.
Kaynak: kulzos.com/30480/beyinleri...
I know there is someone
looking for me day and night inside her hand,
and coming upon me, each moment, in her shoes.
Doesn’t she know the night is buried
with spurs behind the kitchen?
I know there is someone composed of my pieces,
whom I complete when my waist
goes galloping on her precise little stone.
Forgive me, Lord! I have died so little!
This afternoon everyone, everyone goes by
without asking or begging me anything.
And I do not know what it is they forget, and it is
heavy in my hands like something stolen.
I have come to the door,
and I want to shout at everyone:
—If you miss something, here it is!
Because in all the afternoons of this life,
I do not know how many doors are slammed on a face,
and my soul takes something that belongs to another.
Today nobody has come ;
and today I have died so little in the afternoon!
Rhys düşünceli bir mırıltı çıkardı. "Nyx'e ne dersin?" Gözlerimi kırpıştırdım. "Nyx?"
Rhys çalışma odasındaki kitapların birini işaret etti. Deri ciltli bir kitap açık parmaklarına doğru süzüldü. Tek kelime etmeden bir sayfayı çevirdi ve sonra bana verdi. İçindeki metni taradım.
"Eski bir gece tanrıçası." Rhys,
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Beautiful boy - Sunrise, Sunset Perry Como
youtu.be/uLEjIKcYUNI
Is this the little girl I carried
Is this the little boy at play?
Kırk üç saniye sonra, Hiroşima'nın 600 metre üstünde, Little Boy (Küçük Çocuk) adlı atom bombası beyaz bir ışık saçarak patladı. Sanki milyonlarca neon lambası aynı anda yanıyordu...
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" sometimes
i love you means
i want to love you
sometimes
i love you means
i’ll stay a little while longer
sometimes
i love you means
i’m not sure how to leave
sometimes
i love you means
i have nowhere else to go "
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" there are whole blackouts
in some of the years i have lived
my therapist says our minds erase trauma
to help us move on
but every experience i’ve had
is memorized in my flesh
even if my mind forgets
my body remembers
my body is the map of my life
my body wears what it’s been through
my body signals the alarms when
it thinks danger is coming
and suddenly
the hungry little demons from my past
come raging out of my flesh
screaming
don’t you forget us
don’t you ever try to
leave us behind again "
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"I never heard him crying. He’s always been such a happy little boy."