They are making Progres
“It’s okay, Luther,” Mr. Carver says. “You can let them see.”
The boy tries again, his brow furrowing in concentration. This time, he takes the fern by the stem, holding it in his small fist. And slowly, the fern curls beneath his touch, turning black, folding into itself—dying. As we watch, transfixed, Mr. Carver grabs something else from the back shelf and sets it in his son’s lap. Leather gloves.
“You take good care of him,” he says. His teeth clench, shutting tight against the storm inside his heart. “You promise me that.”
Like all true men, he doesn’t flinch when I shake his hand.
“I give you my word, Mr. Carver.”
Only when we’re back at the safe house, which we’re starting to call the Notch, do I allow myself a moment alone. To think, to tell myself the lie was well made. I cannot truly promise this boy, or the others like him, will survive what is to come. But I certainly hope he does, and I will do everything I can to make it so.
Even if this boy’s terrifying ability is death itself.
The newbloods’ families aren’t the only ones to flee. The Measures have made life worse than ever before, driving many Reds into the forests and frontiers, seeking a place where they won’t be worked to death or hanged for stepping out of line. Some come within a few miles of our camp, winding north toward a border already painted with autumn snow. Kilorn and Farley want to help them, to give them food or medicine, but Cal and I overrule their pleas. No one can know about us, and the Reds marching on are no different, despite their fate. They will keep heading north, until they meet the Lakelander border. Some will be pressed into the legions holding the line. Others might be lucky enough to slip through, to succumb to cold and starvation in the tundra rather than a bullet in
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I am a writer. Imagining what someone would say or do comes to me as naturally as breathing.
Yet on each occasion these pleas for his presence served only to reinforce my awareness of the final silence that separated us. Any answer he gave could exist only in my imagination, my edit. For me to imagine what he could say only in my edit would seem obscene, a violation.
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The bridge of Lumeria
“I don’t understand,” Judd says, expression distressed, unable to keep
still as he taps his foot against the floor. “How did the fae get here in the
first place?”
That question.
It makes the poisoned, blackened organ in my chest suddenly jolt.
Lu’s gaze pierces into me. “The bridge of Lemuria.”
My ribs close in on my lungs. Heartbeat clustering with an erratic, laden
thrum.
The bridge.
The bridge.
My thoughts spiral and roil.
It’s Digby who looks at me then. Whose voice cuts through the racket
that blares in my head. He says aloud what my mind is reeling with. What I
should have connected the moment Lu said the fae were here.
“If the bridge is no longer broken, then that means…”
Everything snaps into place. A hope born from horror.
If the bridge isn’t broken anymore, then I don’t need a rip. If the bridge is
linked, I can get into Annwyn. I can find my mother and the villagers.
I can find Auren.
During all the time I’ve been in Orea, I have been at war with myself.
Ripped in two, each form wanting to come out—to dominate and thrive. It
was a release for me to switch between skins. To be both Rip and Rot. The
first, to be the aggressive fae learning to protect me and mine through
muscle and rage. The second, to learn to protect in a different way—
politically. Magically.
I was able to be the commander and the king. The soldier and the
sovereign. I could slake my bloodlust on the battlefield and quench my
thirst for control in a throne room. Because of this, I forged the protection
of Drollard right along with fear and loyalty of an entire kingdom—an
entire realm.
Ennui
Tea leaves thwart those who court catastrophe,
designing futures where nothing will occur:
cross the gypsy’s palm and yawning she
will still predict no perils left to conquer.
Jeopardy is jejune now: naïve knight
finds ogres out-of-date and dragons unheard
of, while blasé princesses indict
tilts at terror as downright absurd.
The beast in Jamesian grove will never jump,
compelling hero’s dull career to crisis;
and when insouciant angels play God’s trump,
while bored arena crowds for once look eager,
hoping toward havoc, neither pleas nor prizes
shall coax from doom’s blank door lady or tiger.
In early 1084, Henry IV had finally seized Rome. So far, Robert had been unable to heed the pope’s pleas for assistance. But now, the time had come for action. Robert marched north, arriving to find an abandoned Rome in late May. Here he was able to free the pope, who’d holed up in the Castel Sant’Angelo, just outside the medieval city. But the cost of victory was high. Much of the city was put to flame by Guiscard’s men, and the pope’s (long fraught) relations with the urban aristocracy never recovered.
First kiss
Nesta surged to her feet, stagering across the clearing, blood at her mouth from where he’d hither, and threw herself to her knees before Cassian. “Get up,” she sobbed, hauling at his shoulder.“Get up.”He tried—and failed.“You’re too heavy,” she pleaded, but still tried to raise him, fingers scrabbling in his black,bloodied armor. “I can’t—he’s coming—”“Go,” Cassian groaned.Her power had stopped hurling the king across the forest. He now stalked toward them, brushingoff splinters and leaves from his jacket—taking his time. Knowing she would not leave. Savoring theawaiting slaughter.Nesta grited her teeth, trying to haul Cassian up once more. A broken sound of pain ripped fromhim. “Go! ” he barked at her.“I can’t,” she breathed, voice breaking. “I can’t.”The same words Rhys had given him.Cassian grunted in pain, but lifted his bloodied hands—to cup her face. “I have no regrets in mylife, but this.” His voice shook with every word. “That we did not have time. That I did not have timewith you, Nesta.”She didn’t stop him as he leaned up and kissed her—lightly. As much as he could manage.Cassian said softly, brushing away the tear that streaked down her face, “I will find you again inthe next world—the next life. And we will have that time. I promise.”The King of Hybern stepped into that clearing, dark power wafting from his fingertips.And even the Cauldron seemed to pause in surprise—surprise or some … feeling as Nesta lookedat the king with death twining around his hands, then down at Cassian.And covered Cassian’s body with her own.Cassian went still—then his hand slid over her back.Together. They’d go together.I will of er you a bargain, I said to the Cauldron. I will of er you my soul. Save them.“Romantic,” the king said, “but ill-advised.”Nesta did not move from where
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