"She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important."
:((((((((( sad but true
Suddenly we’re not kids anymore, and it feels like it happened overnight, so fast I didn’t have time to notice, to let go of everything that used to matter so much, to see that the old wounds that once felt like gut-level lacerations have faded to small white scars, mixed in among the stretch marks and sunspots and little divots where time has grazed against my body.
I’ve put so much time and distance between myself and that lonely girl, and what does it matter? Here is a piece of my past, right in front of me, miles away from home. You can’t outrun yourself. Not your history, not your fears, not the parts of yourself you’re worried are wrong.
Sad girl
Amerika'da bir meslek var "Fırtına Avcılığı". Dünyada en çok görmek istediği şey balina ve tornado olan bir insan için mükemmel bir meslek ama, işte aması var. 🌊🐳🐋
For Lenny and more
I am most afraid of early goodbyes. My ice heart, which i believe is unique, is suffering to death. After all the nights i questioned why, i gave up. There is no need to always look for a sad past. Sometimes it just happens that should happen. Yet my icy heart cries after every young body that goes before time. I can't bear to lose anything that touched my life. I'm losing every man i’ve laughed, listened to, watched. I'm talking about unique, irreplaceable pieces.
I know i live in a huge cloud of irony. A girl who has been repeating the lines "if i die young" for years and shed tears, of course, predicts the end of herself. Maybe that's why i’ve internalized cases of overdose, suicide, and more. I'm scared, i’m drawn in. A few have to go out for the brightest star to appear, huh?
"As long as this exists," I thought, "this sunshine and this cloudless sky, and as long as I can enjoy it, how can I be sad?"
(Düşündüm de, "bu güneş ışığı ve bu bulutsuz gökyüzünün tadını çıkarabildiğim sürece, nasıl üzgün olabilirim?)
Sayfa 195 - Puffin Books - The Definetive EditionKitabı okudu
Agatha Christie
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Agatha Christie kitaplarında bir filtreleme daha doğrusu mükerrer kayıtları birleştirme işlemi yaptım. Yazarın kitapları birden farklı isimde ülkemizde yayımlanmıştı. İnternet üzerinde bir kaynak buldum ve bu kaynağa göre işlem yaptım ama hala mükerrer olduğunu düşündüğüm kayıtlar da mevcut
Life goes on. You’re empty, sad, probably the least appreciated creative virtuoso in the industry; well and but life just goes on, emptily, sadly, with always direction but no center.
Sayfa 240 - Westward the Course of Empire Takes Its Way
