Ayşenur

You have asked me what I would do and what I would not do. I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do. I will not serve that in which I no longer believe whether it call itself my home, my fatherland or my church: and I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art as freely as I can and as wholly as I can, using for my defence the only arms I allow myself to use -- silence, exile, and cunning...You made me confess the fears that I have. But I will tell you also what I do not fear. I do not fear to be alone or to be spurned for another or to leave whatever I have to leave. And I am not afraid to make a mistake, even a great mistake, a lifelong mistake and perhaps as long as eternity too.
Bekleyen her şey bir gün solar ve ölür, bu bir papatya da olabilir veyahut umut da
İ have enough memories to drink my coffee alone in a cafe that everyone thinks is empty but full of absentees…
I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes.
Bütün dünya benim olsa gamım gitmez nedendir bu Ezelden gam turabıyla yoğrulmuş bir bedendir bu.