He looked away. ‘Sorry, Gepetto, but I can’t be a real boy. I have no soul.’
She didn’t understand the name he said, but she understood the word soul. ‘All my childhood I was thought to be a servant by nature. To have no soul. Then one day they discovered that I have one. So far it has brought me no great happiness.’
‘I’m not speaking of some religious idea. I’m speaking of the aiúa. I haven’t got one. Remember what happened to Miro’s broken-down body when his aiúa abandoned it.’
‘But you don’t crumble, so you must have an aiúa after all.’
‘I don’t have it, it has me. I continue to exist because the aiúa whose irresistible will called me into existence continues to imagine me. Continues to need me, to control me, to be my will.’
‘Ender Wiggin?’ she asked.
‘My brother, my creator, my tormentor, my god, my very self.’