I'm not sure how long we sit in Josh's truck, holding hands, surrounded by darkness and unspoken regrets. But it's long enough to know that there are no stories or secrets in the world worth holding onto more than his hand.
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I'm used to being alone, but tonight I feel more alone. Like I'm not just alone in my house, I'm alone in the world.
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Believing in God is for weak people. People believe in God because they don't believe in themselves. They need something else to depend on or to blame instead of taking responsibility for their own shit- crap, excrement, waste, mistakes, faults.
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But if she walked away tomorrow, I wouldn't miss her. People dissappear all the time. I might not even notice.
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Sometimes it's easier to pretend nothing is wrong than to face the fact that everything is wrong, but you're powerless to do anything about it.
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Eventually, my body healed as much as it was going to. My mind started getting put together, too. I think it's just that the pieces got put back a little out of order. It seems like the more my body healed, the more fractured my mind became, and there aren't enough wires and screws to fix the breaks in it.
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I am pressed so hard against the earth by the weight of reality that some days I wonder how I am still able to lift my feet to walk.
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“Öldüğünde ne gördün?” Söylediklerinden utanıyormuş gibi, çekingen, belli belirsiz bir gülümseme var yüzünde. “Sessizlik Denizi’ni görmemişsindir herhalde.”
