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Scent of a dream
Darkness has found it's way
Through the passage of time
Soon the night will fall
Lights fade away
A night covered with hope is interrupted
Guarded by the stillness of the night
She still hopes for resurrection
Forgetting the mighty powers of her dreams
For nights she's being dragged into profound worlds
Worlds filled with denying tears
Together in battle with the weakened hope
She conquers her uncoped past
Sweet little girl, don't hold on to the night
Hold on to the shadow of the future
Hold on to the intransparent light
And the silence of your tears
Let me be your unconscious mind
Open your eyes and walk the path
That leads you to the past and see
The future will be your saviour
Push away the burden that haunts you
Banish your tears and
Enter a world of hope and joy
Love and joy are weak without grief
Do not forget the pain
But caress it as a token of your life
Go... Go away...
Let me take you to the dark womb
For nights she's being dragged into profound worlds
Worlds filled with denying tears
Love
In English we say I can't stop thinking about you. In poetry we say I know we have only just met and I don't mean to move too fast but I couldn't sleep last night because I don't know your middle name or how you take your coffee! and for some reason there's nothing in the world I would like to know more except maybe how your hair looks when it's messy in the morning and what makes you laugh until you cry or what makes you laugh when you're crying! either or both or all of those facts would be fine and I know we only just met and I don't mean to move too fast but I couldn't focus this morning because I need to know your preference and take out food and the dreams you'd never say out loud but secretly wish to come true and if I were to buy you flowers would you want them to be blue!? and I know we only just met and I don't mean to move too fast but suddenly your voice is in my head playing on repeat and I'll probably never say this out loud andI should probably get some sleep it's just that suddenly everything that's significant to you is significant to me. 🤍
Ben bir böceğim! Değersizim! Sistemin ihtiyaçlarını karşıladığım ölçüde işe yararım, hatta sevilirim çünkü sevilmem bile ‘varlığım’dan değil ‘yararım’dan geliyor.