more of our waking life than we should care to admit, even to ourselves, is likely to be whiled away in this inconsequential trifling with idle fancy and unsubstantial hope.
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Yapma
“Korkarım ki hayatı gerçek bir tutkuyla yaşama erdemini, kim olduğumuzun sorumluluğunu yüklenmenin anlamını, kendimize dair bir şeyler yapma ve hayattan doyum sağlama yeteneğimizi kaybediyoruz.”
🎬 Richard Linklater, Waking Life. (2001)
i’m waking up
from the longest night of my life
it’s been years since i’ve seen the sun
Bunu mutlaka izleyin.
Waking Life (2001) filmini izledim; hakikaten aşırı sorgulatıcı, derin, düşündürücü ve rüya kavramını üzerine de bir şeyler düşünmenizi sağlıyor. Bu sitedeki tüm okurların bir kez göz atması gereken bir film, mutlaka izleyin.
Not: İnternetten rahatça bulunabilir.
Not 2 : Rotoskop tekniğiyle çekilmiş film öyle bir ayarlanmış ki her an rüyada hissi veriyor.
This is me moving on. This is me accepting the ache
of missing you. This is me waking up every single day
and tackling the street corners we walked upon, the corner coffee shops we ate at, the sheets we wrapped ourselves in at night. This is me waking up every single day, aware of what is missing, but accepting of the fact that this is my life now, that this is the way things are going to be. This is me understanding that it is okay to have my heartbeat speak your name. This is me understanding that it is okay to miss someone who was once such a staple in my life. But this is also me understanding that life does go on. That one day I will hear the songs and smile, I will sleep in the sheets and they will no longer smell like you; one day I will fall in love again, one day I will look back on this and my hands will not shake with the heaviness of it all.
This is me moving on. This is me accepting the fact
that we will no longer make memories together. This
is me coming to terms with the reality of a future without you. This is me understanding that you will do everything we had ever spoken about—you will live a life you are proud of, you will become the person you told me you hoped you could be, you will take the trips, you will experience all of the things you wanted to experience, you will love—deeply and wholly and
with every inch of your patchwork heart, but all of that will happen without me by your side.
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Maya breathes new life into me, not wanting to piece me together but accepting all my jagged parts. Waking up next to her makes my mornings, not because of her phenomenal blowjobs, but for the special smile she gives me when I hit her snooze button five times. I love the way she lies in bed reading books in the middle of the day, unbothered and shooing me away when she hits a good part. She brushes off my gruff attitude with a smile and a kiss because I can be a moody asshole when I don’t place first—conditioned because of the shitty man sitting in front of me. Most of all, I like how she makes me want to be a better person. For her, for me, for the whole goddamn world.
