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Çünkü senin tanıdıkların arasında hiç kimse, benim kadar, bu cemiyetin meselelerini kendi meselesi yapmıyor ve acılarını benimsemiyor. Çünkü hiç kimse benim kadar, seni bekleyen felaketin sezgisine mâlik değil; çünkü hiç kimse benim kadar seni kendisiyle karıştırmıyor; ve hiç kimse senin kadar benim içimin aydınlığında körleşmiyor.
Because no one among your acquaintances makes the problems of this society his own and embraces its pain as much as I do. Because no one has the intuition of the disaster that awaits you as much as I do; for no one confuses you with himself as much as I do; And no one is as blinded by the light within me as you are.
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Sayfa 237 - Ötüken 52. BasımKitabı okudu
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“I don’t have a family… I don’t have a family like yours. Actually, I don’t know what a family is or how it is supposed to be. When I meet your family, the feelings that I will have scare me. What if a family is a really wonderful thing… Then I will see how great my loss is. I have managed to stand on my own without realizing the value of a family until this age. What if a family is an invaluable entity… I will stumble and fall if you don’t hold my hand and help me up.”
Pınar pulled her hands away from her legs and grabbed Blue’s hand tightly, continuing to speak. “In the dorm rooms where I stayed, it said ‘Family is everything’ on the bathroom doors. What was everything? What could fit into it? Was family both pain and happiness? Was it both sadness and joy? What was everything that family was supposed to be? These questions gnawed at my brain for years. Just when I think I have found all the answers… the questions suddenly change. I have grown tired of this vicious cycle of searching for answers to these questions. I gave up a long time ago.”
Sayfa 154 - Mavi UluKitabı okudu
I never force anyone to choose me.
If you think you can find something you better elsewhere then go ahead. Im not holding you back.
Life is too short to hang on to someone who's not sure they wanna stay.
I believe in freedom in the truth of feelings. If you must stay let it be because your heart tells you this is where you belong not because
Bu hayatta kendini gerçekleştirmenin sayısız yolu vardır, ancak çoğu yoğun disiplin gerektirir, bu yüzden çok azı onları alır.
There are countless ways to self realisation in this life, but most of them require intense discipline, which is why few take them.
Neden fevri davranıp sonra pişman oluruz?
İşte bu tür fevri duyguların akla üstün geldiği anlar amigdalanın yeni keşfedilen esas rolünü gözler önüne seriyor. Duyu organlarından gelen sinyaller, amigdalanın her türlü sıkıntılı deneyimi taramasını sağlar. Bu da amigdalayı, psikolojik gözcü konumuyla ruh dünyamızda merkezi bir yere yerleştirir. Amigdala her durumu, her algıyı sorgular, ancak bunu en ilkel bir soru biçimiyle, “Bu benim nefret ettiğim bir şey mi? Bana zarar verir mi? Benim korktuğum bir şey mi?” şeklinde yapar. Eğer bu soruların cevabı bir şekilde “evet” ise, amigdala adeta bir sinirsel alarm gibi anında tepki verir ve bir kriz var mesajını beynin geri kalan kısımlarına iletir.
These moments when such impulsive emotions prevail over reason reveal the newly discovered essential role of the amygdala. Signals from the sensory organs enable the amygdala to screen for any distressing experiences. This places the amygdala in a central place in our spiritual world as a psychological watchdog. The amygdala questions every situation, every perception, but in the most primitive form of questioning, “Is this something I hate?” Will it harm me? Is it something I'm afraid of? It does it in the form of . If the answer to these questions is somehow “yes”, the amygdala reacts immediately like a neural alarm and transmits the message that there is a crisis to the rest of the brain.
Sayfa 43 - Varlık Yayınları 33. BasımKitabı okudu
me giving motivational speech in front of a mirror.
One unshakable truth: This is your own handiwork, this mess. Nothing that has befallen you is unjust or undue. This is what you deserve.
Anıra anıra okuduğum bir sahne daha kdkdkdl
What?”
“Oh my God.”
“What?”
“Are you— Oh, Adam.”
“What?”
“Are you afraid of needles?”
“I’m not afraid of needles.”
“It’s okay,”
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never let me go – kazuo ishiguro
Hayat büyük bir akıl oyunudur. Karşı oynadığınız tek kişi kendinizsiniz. Bu sürece sadık kalın ve yakında imkansız olduğunu düşündüğünüz şey hayatınızın her lanet gününde yaptığınız bir şey olacak.
Life is a big mind game. The only person you're playing against is yourself. Stick with this process and soon what you thought was impossible will be something you do every damn day of your life.
MOTİVATİON İS EVERYTHİNG…
⭐️Where'd you come from⁉️
🌏You're outta this world to me 🌎
You're a symbol of what ev'ry beautiful woman should be‼️
💥I never wanna see you cry‼️
💥And I never wanna tell a lie‼️
👩🏻 GÜÇLÜ KADINLARA SELAM 🫡 OLSUN 💪🏻👩🏻
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I will add some of my favorite music.
🎵 It's 4 AM
I can't turn my head off
Wishing these memories would fade
They never do
Turns out people lied
They said, "Just snap your fingers"
As if it was really that easy for me to get over you
I just need time
Snapping, one, two
Where are you?
You're still in my heart
Snapping, three, four
Don't need you here anymore
Get out of my heart
'Cause I might snap
I'm writin' a song
Said, "This is the last one"
How many last songs are left?
I'm losing count
Since June 22nd
My heart's been on fire
I've been spendin' my nights in the rain
Tryna put it out 🎵
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Thanks me
Looking back, I find myself standing at the crossroads of survival and chaos, marveling at the gritty chapters that brought me here. In the dimly lit clubs where the neon lights flicker like promises, I've danced on the edge of existence, fighting for more than just money. It's not just the physical battles in the dim haze of the dance